Name : ShiQiN Nick : miraClesept Age : 20 D.O.B : 020988 horoscope : VirgO Zodiac: dragOn Email : ... School: insyaAllah i'll go back to sch when the time is right
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i just finished with the invitation. i started from noon, and theres always something i want to change. so i ended up with copy-ing, and straightaway send it to them, so that i will STOP trying to make changes. my head is already spinning, my heart feels pained due to the pill, eyes watery due to the drop and gel. urgh!
oh did i mention about going to the Eye Clinic last Sat and God knows how nervous i was as after the 1st eye check-up, while sitting there waiting for my turn to see the doc, ppl start coming in and out of the room and some are like covering their eyes and sniffing sniffing. so i was worried la, tho he tried comforting me, telling all kinds of jokes, which i laughed but God knows my feelings deep inside.
and oh, yah, he was the one who made me go for the check. and i think it's time, because i declined for too long. and he actually accompanied me in the room, tho i've been tellin him not to, to make sure i get the best treatment by the doc (and ensuring i dont lie!hmmph!). but it was ok la, considering the fact that i was part-blind, cos i wasnt, wait, CANT wear contacts and specs!
i got the eye check, medications, and it costs $100+. like, ok, BROKE!
since we're supposed to go lib and JP for some needed shopping, i had to plead with him to let me wear contacts back. it was a no, wait, were noS, wanted to send me home to get my specs, but seeing my face, he eventually let me wear contacts, and the ban will start from Sun onwards.
confession-i wore contacts on Sunday, cos I just had to go to grandaunt's jemputan, and i dont wanna wear specs! but he doesnt know, so lets keep it between us (i've banned him from readin my blog like 2 yrs ago).
so now, i'm banned from wearin contacts, for one week (or as long as my eyes dont get better).
i'm given ONE week to let the bump disappear, before they'll do the surgery on my eye.
i just dont want to think about it! so i'll be a good girl and take all the medications, even though i couldnt sleep well at night cos it feels like the pill is stucked in my heart! and how i need to sacrifice TV and computer, but i need to get things done on the comp, so dats y im here. and i could see myself wearing contacts on Sunday. hahah.
and i got news last night. how FUN! =)
why is the F word still means so much to me?
Beary Hugzzz @ |4:33 PM|
Thursday, November 26, 2009
ok well, i'm back from KL. as some of you are aware, tickets are bought over from mum's friend's daughter, who were supposed to go KL with her friend and bro, but ended up getting the confrimation to being an air stewardess. so with the training that she needs to attend, she could not go for her pre-planned holiday(they've bought the tixs in Sept). since $600 could not be refunded, parents decided to buy it over from her, adding another tix for bro. so there we were, and it turns out better than expected, though it seems i didn't get anything, but memories which will stay with me forever, insyaAllah.
i havent met Love for a very long time, it seems. he's done with reservist, back from Clementi camp, back from JGL, and right after being out of there, he starts his attachment at Bishan. oh great. i've got my confirmation call for school next year, but not what i wanted for this month till before i begin school. Love is also IMpatiently waiting for his confirmation call/letter from UniSim. i really do hope he gets, no matter how hard things are going to be for us. well, things are already complicated enough, but we think it'll do us great if both of us are back to studying, formally. when school starts, i'll start arranging for the weekend studies as well.
and to all those who did great for PSLE, and all other exams, congrats. my tutee got all 1s and what more could i ask for? Alhamdulillah. i just need to start planning for next year, where i'll start schooling, working, and weekend studies.
tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji, and i'm feeling crap. i'm reading on wats posted at i can read, as posted by my friend, and its really nice, and even touching. but still, i'm feeling crap.
and i miss Makkah and Madinah.
Beary Hugzzz @ |10:47 PM|
Monday, November 16, 2009
had breakfast delivered to me in the room today. thanks my loves.
i am missing Love. no deny-ing. i haven't met him since we met for the mentoring course, and seems like i will only be meeting him after my holiday, and after his reservist. there is not much time for us to talk as well, as his duty is 12 hours, and the balance of the 12 hours will be spent preparing for duty, briefings, meals, fire drills, this, that, this, that. and so he'll be left with a couple of hours to get his sleep.
ok, not complaining. told him i kind of like him being imprisoned in that island, as his meals are fixed. knowing fully well how much he hates being in there because of all the things involved in there. hahah.
ok, i finally met Syida darl on Sat, and as usual we met up at Vivo. it has become our favourite place. watched Amelia, and the we got LJS fr dinner and just sat at the rooftop, chatting away. i reached home at midnight, and mummy let it pass, because she said i had to take public transport. hahah. so now i know i got to go back late if i take public transport. i was a lil rushing bcos i'm worried i'll miss the last bus, since i have to take 2 busses. were supposed to meet with Nita as well, but she couldnt make it, so yah.
had to cancel the meet-up with Sya and Imah sygs, and postponed to 6th Dec. its mummy's bday, bt dat is the next Sun i'm available, and mummy seems to be spending time at aunt's, fr kenduri, so ok then.
still not sure what exactly i will be doing for my holiday.
anyways, i'm happy. =)
Beary Hugzzz @ |12:36 PM|
Sunday, November 08, 2009
had a great week, and an even better weekend. cuzs and lil darling slept over, and yes, soo much fun.
i have many things to be done, in mind. as for the action itself, next year then they will be arranged.
Love's doin reservist for a month, so i'll need to see when we can watch 2012, and to go get the laptop, printer and stuffs. Courts having sale now, and their special offer is only like for the first 10 customers. like, how pathetic? ok i know i'm bad, but the last time i went for the-dono-hw-many-customers sale, all is already unavailable.
will be meeting sygs for a catch-up session, a picnic and to celebrate Sya's bday, as our belated. hahah. it'll be much fun, i'm sure!
holiday will be on 20th, and i have to give Qurban Homestay in Malaysia a miss because holiday has been settled. so perhaps next yr. everything is going fine, and i'm getting the peace i need these past week. Alhamdulillah.
it'll be great if i could go Singtel with daddy really soon. =)
Beary Hugzzz @ |10:29 PM|
Sunday, November 01, 2009
i am still glowing from the happiness of yesterday. well, thats what happened when people have been so depressed, and when they're brought out, it's like, yay-ness. hahah.
went for mentoring training yesterday at Concorde Hotel. great that Love was also involved in the training, means, i dont have to travel by public transport. ya i know, what crap. but you never know how much i dread taking public transport. since he fetched me late, we had to rush, and rush, and couldnt find the room. Kak N called and said shes waitin fr us. in the end, we were the 2nd to arrive. great.
so it was fun. alright. ended at 5 and we went to solat at, ok i forget whats the name of the mosque. there was a wedding of an Indian muslim, and there wasnt space to solat. but i cldnt care and just squeeze infrnt, where everyone was facing. when i ended, seems like the bride was sittin behing me wif the camera mans all around. great.
den it started rainin so heavily. we parked somewhere else and walked to Cathay, since the usual parking was closed due to, i dont know. has Apec started or what?
caught Songs of the Sparrow, or something like that. i dont rmb the name, cos Love yg wanna watch. i even said "Spong" to the cashier, who was a Malay guy, and then i laughed, and so did he. paiseh ah. hahah.
after movie ended, which was abt 9+, we walked to somewhere, where i have to choose between Delifrance and Coffee Bean. chose CB, if you know me, but then it was closed, and so was D. there was power cut-off or smethg like that. so we walked, and walked, and ended up at this shop, which i dont know the name or where it was. after so long, i had mutton chop and the ice milo was nice. =)
it was still drizzling on the way back. but well, doesnt matter. i felt so happy.
go watch Song of Sparrows. Only avail at Cathay Picturehouse. Good family movie. Really. Ok, now it seems that i've been watchin many educational movies instead of normal movie. but next movie i wanna watch is 2012. super nice, it seems. =)
ok well, i'm back from KL. as some of you are aware, tickets are bought over from mum's friend's daughter, who were supposed to go KL with her friend and bro, but ended up getting the confrimation to being an air stewardess. so with the training that she needs to attend, she could not go for her pre-planned holiday(they've bought the tixs in Sept). since $600 could not be refunded, parents decided to buy it over from her, adding another tix for bro. so there we were, and it turns out better than expected, though it seems i didn't get anything, but memories which will stay with me forever, insyaAllah.