Name : ShiQiN Nick : miraClesept Age : 20 D.O.B : 020988 horoscope : VirgO Zodiac: dragOn Email : ... School: insyaAllah i'll go back to sch when the time is right
Loves
Him(God)
FaM
my DarLs in Shuqun,AES,MI & BMC
colleagues in BNP-BMW
=)
abt de holiday, daddy's surely gonna be angry wif me when he returns home from work.
i did something really fun earlier, and its very funny and cute. hahah.
tomorrow theres the mentoring course at Concorde Hotel.
ok, i've been feeling so upset. i hope this will stop soon.
Beary Hugzzz @ |6:19 PM|
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Today is Love's birthday. And the day which I feel so much younger. =)
I'll see you when I see you, and I hope it's soon, bcos the tension is super disturbing. ;)
Beary Hugzzz @ |7:15 PM|
Sunday, October 18, 2009
should i stay, should i go, i dont know.
but because of my strengh, i'm caught in between. two years i fought and stayed, but now it seems that i should go, if i'm stronger.
she's not as strong as me, therefore she deserves the world of happiness. for me, i deserve the pain, because i am stronger.
this is my life now. you created it.
Beary Hugzzz @ |6:28 PM|
Friday, October 16, 2009
ok not much has been happening, just this personal internal feeling thats been bugging me. since im on PMS, the feeling's like burdening me to the extent i know it should not. its just so distracting to be feelin this way when i know its all alright.
oh well, im on Raya mood today after 6 days of puasa 6. hahah. Alhamdulillah i get to complete it, since i started last minute.
last last Sunday went Raya wif ex-colleagues. since i rented the car on Friday and returned it on Monday, i spent 2 days with the family and Sunday was spent with Love, Sya and Suhana. it was a last minute thing that Suhana joined us. i was trying to do good, and gave in, but it doesnt turn out too good. but what happened was reality, the facts of life. i dont think anyone was at mistake. on Monday, mummy accompanied to return the car in the morning, and navigator decides that our intended place was not in map, and so we sesat, until we saw 78 and buntut it all de way to the place. heh. it was irritating, bcos i seriously dono which way to go, and while thinking and discussing with mummy, cars were horning at the back. and theres huge lorries, trailers, whatever all around. but it was kinda cool. but the morning ended great when i went breakfast with mummy, and got some things at IMM. and Alhamdulillah, Love's probably get into his degree course as well.
there are days i'll go down to 4PM at Bedok to volunteer to do some admin stuffs, since Kak N is the volunteer manager. supposed to go on course last Sunday but trainer was not well, so most probably it will be next Sunday, since this Sunday will be the Tribute to Volunteers ceremony. but next Sunday is Love's birthday. hmm, but still ok, since he'll be on the course with me. hahah.
it's been so long since i spent time with Love. he's so into getting his life back on track, well i am too, just that i'm having some challenges that made me stuck. what's with his classes, his tuition, his interviews, his volunteerism. the last time i met him was when we went 4PM for our volunteering, and after so long, i was working with him yet again. how i miss those times we work together, when it seems like the manager was bullied by me. how fun! =)
alright, im not too sure if im catching dinner with the fam. so much food cravings, and since yesterday, Pizza Hut is so super tempting.
i just heard on the news of the singer who divorced his wife after ten days of nikah. i know im noone to judge, its just that it sets me thinking...