[[*...pOOh..eeu..n mi...*]]

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Alright. here i am. went to Escape Theme Park with the parents and bro last Sun. it's been some time since we last went there. then to Changi Airport, supposedly to have Popeyes, but ended up at Fresh Bulgogi. and mummy got me a Carlo Rino bag. hah. =)

and yesterday, went to work and rushed off to Ish's wedding. i hope he'll pass me the photo we took at the pelamin together.

and during Earth hour, our fam was so supportive ok. mummy off the main switch, and we're left with candles. i took the time to sleep, what else. but it's so hot and Ish's wedding berkat comes in so handy as it's a fan. the minute the electric were on, I got my super fan to blow all its strengh on me and fell into deeper sleep. :)

ended up not catching the midnight movie. nvm, next time will be fine.

and i woke up really late today. wake up also cos got tuition.hahah.

been spending alot of time with work. got the post of EC. it's not been easy, such packed schedules and so much, so much work. but we'll make it through. hopefully things get better after the incident yesterday.

now, i dont need to squeeze in trains and walk alot. his baby's out of the workshop after spending really alot to get her better. Alhamdulillah. i hope i wont be THAT pampered. =)

i think my eyes getting worse. please get better, eyes. i don't want people to keep forcing me to go doc or hospital.

Beary Hugzzz @ |9:46 PM|

Saturday, March 21, 2009

its been a week. only now i've realized.

alright. i ended my last post with gg to Malaysia. finally, after over a year, i finally went to Malaysia. went Seremban, and yes, it was a nice trip. and it was really nice when everyone sang for daddy a birthday song. i yang feel touched, as if they singing for me.

the whole week has been busy. with previews, and the supposed-to-have workshop. and today theres XL MN with Bob Urichuck at SMU, and let me tell you, he's great, and a really great guy. very the tak-sombong, despite being No 7 Sales Speaker in the World.

i am tired. currently, very. but i need to update something cos at times im not even replying smses or returning calls. i've been spending more than 12 hours in a day in the office, and theres other things to be done besides office work.

rushed home for tuition last night and tonight. and he rushed off to do the computer as well. after office, he goes to his other office at Golden Landmark till late night and on weekends.

situations and conditions bring us here. tiredness will be gone with some rest and sleep. we'll move on, no matter how hard it gets. when you set your mind to something, nothing will prevent you from doing it. if course, sometimes, we're not thinking straight, and we let our emotions take the better of us.

going to Escape Theme Park with parents tomorrow cause sis got free tixs. family should always be top priority, shouldn't it be?

treasure everything you have now. cause you may not live to see or feel it in the next second.

Beary Hugzzz @ |11:44 PM|

Saturday, March 14, 2009

alright. so i've been busy. im sorry if i cldnt be reached, at most times. my hp was on low-batt for nearly the whole of this week, and when i reached home, i'll be too tired to rep the msges received. much apologies.

Man U vs Liverpool now. and the latter is leading. please continue to lead. because it'll make a difference to his mood and yes, that really matters.

so we had our first preview earlier this afternoon at HDB Hub, Mindchamp's. if i could say, i think my presentation sucks. the dry run was using another words, and when the time comes, i used all other words. i dont know. my stomach was ripping, but i dont think that was the main reason.

and perhaps i do miss driving Wish. wen he fetched me at the station in the Wish, the same exact colour as the one i had before(only that mine was much better.hahah), and he started praising the speed of the car, i sudd miss it. for those of you who's driving out there, trust me, that car's really smooth to drive, and the best part is, its an MPV. =)

the relationships strained. thats when you guys connects me to work, and put aside the fact that we're connected personally.

my stomach's ripping. i'll go get some rest before going off to Malaysia early in the morning.

and Happy Birthday BELOVED DADDY! i hope we had fun together tomorrow =)

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:28 PM|

Saturday, March 07, 2009

it is barely 11, and I feel really really tired, and sleepy. but it's been days of not being on the comp for personal reasons, well, its always been for work, so i did some personal email checkings and blog hopping. theres over 30 emails sent to my inbox in 2 days. heh.

alright. i'm a happy yet tired lady today. worked half day today, before heading to JE Popular to get stickers. ended up buying a few other stuffs as well, and thank God i managed to stop myself by reminding myself how broke i am. hahah. i was already falling asleep in the train, after he alighted at Bugis to repair comp at his friend's internet cafe at Golden Landmark. i fell asleep when I reached home, watched Hindi movie, and fell asleep again while getting my back massaged. i then had tuition, which i think i'm extending the hours. i just need to slot the time in my schedule, insyaAllah it'll be done without much difficulty.

there's more work in the office. events starting next week, which I just realized I have to be one of the presenter. i hate doing that, cause the last time i got pretty nervous and it makes me hope and wish that the event won't happen, but when it did and done with, i feel kinda proud of myself. well, atleast i get to experience presenting infront of a group.

i'm an Accumulator. that explains it. tho my CEO keeps saying that I should be a Star or Supporter.

i'll be working even on weekends, which include Sunday. how nice. then tuition and all other personal stuffs have to be re-arranged. i managed to met Syida gf on Thursday at Vivo, had dinner at The Chicken Rice Shop and slacked at rooftop with Haagen Dazs which she treated ourselves to as she just got paid. hahah. thanks darl. :)

dono when i'll get the chance to explore my new Mio tv in room. all i've done is watched Trace (MTV) every morning while getting ready for work and The Little Nyonya ep 1 earlier. hah. how to? when i go work at 8 and reached home about 11 on weekdays, work on Sat and perhaps Sun too? and theres been meetings everyday, dragging till night at times. and even having a dinner with him at past 8pm is talking shop with a client we were purposely avoiding. oops!

can i please have some personal time without talking business?

ok now that reminds me. i have my 200 slides presentation to finish by Tues. but i dont feel like doing.

sleepy. but its Sat night and i donwan to sleep early. ohh no!

Beary Hugzzz @ |11:13 PM|

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

has been gossiping with cuzzie over some matters. ish ish ish. sometimes you're just too absorbed, you dont even realize what you're doing.

alright. let's just let matters be. let ppl handle their own affairs. and when money matters, nothing seems right. ada duit salah, takde duit pon salah. what is happening to the world.

i finally got my new pair of contacts today. for those of you who have seen me around, you know my eyes condition has worsened, and truth be told, i do get a lil worried at times. ok maybe i should just wear my specs to work tomorrow since i got them 'repaired' too(cakap je but will end up wif contacts.lets see!).

oh ya, i get to go back at 5pm today. woohoo. dats why i can get some things done, including having a body massage. :)

today, i woke up with a nightmare, which seriously i dont even think of dreaming. forget that. the day went on fine, no mood in the office(nothing new), which mostly, it must be due to my expired contacts which drives my head spinning. and my mind wasnt really there during meeting. and when he looked at my face, and so did everyone, i went "ah?". and i could feel my brain racing to recollect the info it dropped along the path. hah.

yest.well well. headed to Katong Mall as he has meeting there after work. followed by Sg Post, and to think i'm already kinda unfamiliar with it. had LJS. woohoo!

Sun. family gathering. to be precise, family dinner. had seafood. and there's like 50 of us. insyaAllah pics will be loaded once i get hold of it, as its in daddy's hp and sis's bf's hp.

and yes. i met Syida gf on Sat aft work. went JP. and caught Slumdog Millionaire. ok ok, i know many of you has watched it. and well, yes, i find it good. :)

have you ever thought of the sufferings of those people in need as you spend your money like that? i'll turn a blind eye if it doesnt happen too often, but its becoming annoying. on the other hand, its yr money, and yes, its yr life and afterlife, its you who'll be answering all His questions.

Heaven or Hell. we all choose it ourselves.

and it's been too much abt money. and how money becomes a priority in someone's life. how its use to measure love. and having no money will earn you insults, and critics from others. the pain, i will never forget. it hurts to see someone else being treated like that. let's do it together. bury and burn them with their money. wait, i sudd have this idea. lets hang them in a room filled with money. so the last they see is money(and die slowly, struggling). and we'll see if money can help them then.

i wish i can laugh evil-ly. but i just cant. go think about it.

now why am i even pissed?

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:34 PM|

(<>) comments