Name : ShiQiN Nick : miraClesept Age : 20 D.O.B : 020988 horoscope : VirgO Zodiac: dragOn Email : ... School: insyaAllah i'll go back to sch when the time is right
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i'm sitting here thinking, thinking and thinking of so many things it seems like, i don't know. i was reading a blog of an old friend, not that old, but back when i was in pre-u. and to think i only spent a year there.how much our lives change. how much i've changed. back then, i was a happy-go-lucky girl. seriously, i was really lucky. i still am now, but i'm facing more probs, and i've learn to handle it myself. i've grown, surely. much more. just like everyone else.
i still remember the kindergarten days. the pri sch days. the sec sch days. the pre-u days. the dip days. and now, i am finally working. so much difference.
i am sitting here thinking of what ifs, and then i will tell myself to stop thinking of what ifs, because it has passed. i am where i am supposed to be, and i should be grateful, for everything.
the past few weeks have been difficult. something happened and things are not going very well. but we are still standing strong, and we know when everything is done and over, all the good things will come. we are still working hard together, and we know, all we have to do is go through these moments together as one.
i'm meeting love for a date tonight. it's been some time since we spent some time together(besides working), and its been some time i drive, but everytime i see the car, i dont feel like driving. all i want to is to sit and sing. hahah. maybe today i shall drive home, as usual.
Alhamdulillah. the family gathering I planned on Christmas went well despite the problems I faced. I will put up the pics if I am not lazy, only that I'm always lazy. and thanks love for your help in fetching, sending and accompanying me to get the stuffs to make it all go well.
alright.now let me see what i shall do.
take care everyone! =)
Beary Hugzzz @ |12:04 PM|
Sunday, December 14, 2008
It's the shopping season. But I have not even gone shopping. Cuz asked if I've went shopping. Friends are going shopping,esp since it's also the bonus period. And me? I have not even gone to a shopping centre, except to Jg Point last night, after 10pm, cause we're supposed to have a discussion and get some work done. Shops are closed, the fast-food joints are packed, and since we dont see that the McD is 24-hr, we headed to our usual McD, and I dont know why yest there were more people as well.
And I was in the office till about 6 yesterday as we had a meeting, and after the meeting, there seems to be more work.
After discussing he sent me straight home, and I didnt realize it was past one in the morning. This morning, I thought i wanted to sleep in, but after msges and calls, I decided to just get my butt off the bed and start doing work. Atleast I'm done with what i'm supposed to do today. But tomorrow, there's so much to be done. Oh well, atleast the directors wont be in as they're outstation tomorrow. And I've set him interview appointments so means there's so much assisting to be done just so his interviewing will go on smoothly, besides having to do my other piling work.
Ok, I don't want to think of work now. Whatever it is, I am grateful for everything He has given me and His guidance. It has not been an easy path and whatever i've gone through, its all thanks to Him.
I have the fam getaway to plan. And fam gathering on 25th to plan, after having a lil discussion with cuz yest.
My darling nephew is uncontrollable. If I have time, I sure will volunteer to take care of him as I'm sure it's the fastest way to lose weight!
Beary Hugzzz @ |1:34 PM|
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
well well.i know,its hard to see me bloggin so often.well,just feel like bloggin for now.
i was angry earlier.because fo something.but now,i dont know what the feeling is.im tired of being angry.im tired of getting pissed off at him(knowing very well its my fault!),and it'll spread to everyone else.and what will it do to me?it'll only make me worse,as if i dont know it.
oh well.car car car.he wants a car.daddy wants a car(which he wants to sell off and take the money instead).uncle wants a car.of cos,this lady here wants a car too.it needs sacrifice.if i have a car,i'll have to sacrifice other things.many things.perhaps i'll get the car tmr,only that im not sure if i really want to use it.perhaps if its alright,i'll drive the fam over to visit grandma on Thurs.fam is important to me.it forms the most basic part of your happiness.
theres a number to do in the office,the fact that i have even more work now after something happened.
and well.sometimes,we mean to help people,but they are the ones who hurt you in the end.whatever it is,atleast i've done something to mke sme ppl proud,and myself,perhaps.
so what if others have it?not having it does not mean i'm any lesser.God is fair.you win some,you lose some.
dont feel like sleepin..i've karaoked(read:sing+scream)till my throat hurts and its annoyin wen im talkin to ppl..now let me think what i should do..
ohh ya..maybe i should write to the bank and complain of my double charge to my card..if its not bcos of him,i wouldnt have checked..oh well yes,its really easy to cheat me..i trust too easily..but hey..dont get any ideas..well..so yah..this place double charge us and deduct payment frm my VISA as well as his NETS,sayin de amt is nt deducted frm my card.but it is,and now i could hardly get any attention frm de place and the bank.seriously i wouldnt have bothered,but hes been checkin on me everyday to ensure ive taken measures to get my money back.and to think of it,i should.it's 3 digit la ok.heh. ;)
ok then.night. =)
Beary Hugzzz @ |11:07 PM|
Sunday, December 07, 2008
i'm a happy lady.
dont ask me why.cos i dont noe as well.i just,am.
its been a week.a week since Danish passed away.Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.
who is Danish,you ask?he is my CEOs youngest son.four years old.after two years battling cancer,he went back to the Creator.you should have met him.such a cute lil boy,with so much willpower to fight whatever he has to go through.
aft spendin sme time with Sya and her sis,i went to visit Kak Idah at SGH on Sun.well fr de 1st time i go there myself,cos he cant send me as he has other things to do.i'm glad he could atleast do something for Danish at his last moments.luckily i was already at Vivo then.Danish passed away while i'm in SGH.then daddy fetch me.i thought of gg over to Tanamera,but ended up goin der on Mon itself,and went to kubur as well,before Fil sent me right home.and after so long,i met Suhana as she came to melawat as well.and yes,we chatted as she sat with me in the bus,and i got Fil to send me as well.
the whole week has been good. Alhamdulillah.
tmr is Hari Raya Haji.was fasting today,and i think fasting is good so i wont be as guilty of eating too much.heh. ;)
to you,thank you for what you've got me.and everything that you've given me.i love you. =)
and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY!i didnt plan to go out as im supposed to be at work fr de seminar yest,but it was cancelled at the last minute.i'll come up with something to get you,soon.i LOVE you.
