Name : ShiQiN Nick : miraClesept Age : 20 D.O.B : 020988 horoscope : VirgO Zodiac: dragOn Email : ... School: insyaAllah i'll go back to sch when the time is right
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i couldnt be bothered to read what i wrote previously. if i'm right, it was a post filled anger, perhaps, more of hurt. i couldnt really rmb.
and yet again, i'm feeling, i dont know. the day didnt end up well, tho at work, it was going just fine. our night seminar has been postponed, so we get to go off early. had some plans on Thurs night, but it ended up with nothing. i ended up with nothing. Body of lies movie gone. everything. i ended up sleeping with so much anger, and so much pain.
and today. i went out at noon. fetched bro. back. eat. watched some tv. sleep. sleep. sleep. eat. watch some tv. planned again. and then excuses came up and here i am.
i couldnt be bothered anymore. but can somebody tell me why its hurting?
i know who i am. and i know where i stand.
and if having everything else is a reason as to why i am being treated like this, seriously, i dont know what else to say.
i'm going to cuz's wedding at Sembawang tmr. paternal side. i dont know if i want the day to go real fast. cos then it'll be Monday. and i dont know if i prefer working my ass off or be filled with all these feelings.
i dont know what to do. to think. to feel. and thats why all i want to do is sleep.
Beary Hugzzz @ |9:02 PM|
Saturday, November 15, 2008
i just feel that i want to blog. yet i feel like sleeping and doesnt want to wake up till tmr itself, to release all this anger in me. i hate it wen im filled up with this much anger, knowing perfectly well that the other party is really not at fault.
lets be frank. i dont know if its ego or wat that is stopping.it just seems that i want him to know that im angry,and im angry.
well.work ended till late last night.we didnt have the usual Fri night out, as it was late and we need to wake up early this morning. anyway we have spent Wed watching Quantum of Solace at Bugis. unplanned, but the rain sure has made that to happen.
this morning.an hour earlier than usual working time, we're out of the house and was at Rendezvous Hotel at 8plus. i've never really been inside the hotel, today was the first, and it was alright. after lunch, got angry, walked off, and ended in the bus which leads me straight home.
i ignored calls. smses. people talking to me. until my boss rang about an hour earlier. ok, so now im awake.
and actually. we're supposed to go places after the thing finishes, and what we have in mind is Suntec. so many things happening there. and perhaps, could go see and get my iPhone. Singtel's having some road shows and perhaps there's even better offers. my current hp could still fetch a value of $200, but i have no intention of trading it. but well, who's to be blamed now that i didnt get to do some shopping, or window-shopping atleast? i know i know..
anger. go away soon. i so dislike periods. it gives me a hell of a mood swing.
Beary Hugzzz @ |9:20 PM|
Sunday, November 09, 2008
i dont know why im blogging at this moment when i should be getting ready to fetch someone. supposed to take the car and fetch him over at Sg Expo,but he decided not to trouble me and will take the cab, or train, back home. but maybe i still should fetch him. hmmph.
oh why? because we took cab in the mornin to Sg Expo as it was raining very heavily at our side, and we have to be there by 8,latest. and him. taking train home all the way from Sg Expo, i think he'll end up taking cab. so if i fetch, perhaps we can do like, some shopping? heheh.
well well. these few days have been ok. work, as usual. i met up with Syida to Changi Airport after work on Fri. see, you couldnt say i dont remember my friends. whenever theres time, i will try to do something. we ate at Popeyes, and talk and talk and talk. as usual. anyway we kinda just met on Sunday to Vivo. had dinner at our usual 'date' spot, overlooking the pretty pretty view, and catch High School Musical 3. haha. that was my idea, of course. we booked the tixs online and got the best seats in the house. =)
Thursday night we went Pizza Hut at Toa Payoh after work. since we get to leave at about 8pm. why Pizza Hut? cause this girl here have been wanting to eat it for a few days, and being him, he'll try to make sure I get whatever i wanted, and which he can get them for me. so he brought me to Toa Payoh since I said the PH there is not so bad. after waiting and waiting, our food has yet to arrive. so i asked the manager how long will it take. not that i'm in a hurry, but if your food doesnt come and all those who came after you have started eatin nicely, you couldnt expect me to wait and wait right? so she checked and our orders have been wrongly served to another table. how great. i wasnt really angry. so when she was apologizing i was smiling and said its ok. and him you asked? of course he doesnt get angry. and then the manager came again and told us the orders are on the house as they made a mistake. ok then. how great! i dont expect to eat for free, but this is what they call hikmah di sebalik tabir. alhamdulillah. :)
i'm still checking where we should go for a fam holiday this yr. i need to send my leave application but i still havent found a place to go.hmm.
tmr tmr. back to work. maybe i should go get some things after work tmr if we do get to go back earlier than usual. oh well. see ya!
Beary Hugzzz @ |5:34 PM|
Saturday, November 01, 2008
just got myself into trouble. went office today. it was a last min thing. he fetch, so i dont really mind. so i told him i'll go up to the office to do something which only takes abt 10mins cos i left the laptop there last night. and he can just wait downstairs. everythg went on fine. until i found out that the same sms was sent to the same person fr over 50 times. gosh! and someone was already gettin impatient downstairs cos we had to get somewhere by den. so, i just left the laptop there and went off.
and now that i've just checked it, the person really blew up. i hope things really go on fine.
the whole week was alright. not as busy as the previous weeks. Momentum Night at SMU was ok, some undesired incidents but afterall its ok. de-brief has yet to be done as the Management has to rush off overseas.
shld be meeting the gfs tmr. been some time. Raya is over as well. and i didnt really go anywhere.heh.
theres many things happening. things come and go. things are getting more complicated, but insyaallah, at the end of the day, everything will go just fine.
