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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

too many happenings.so let me just post de pics.sorry its taking too much space.my photostudio is currently bonkers so i have to post one by one.pictures are better than words right?but these are just pics frm my hp.the rest are in the digicam.too lazy to upload.well,too many.heh.

20/06/07 (Wednesday)

my dearest cousin,Kak Idah and her hubby,Fendi's nikah ceremony at ROMM.

21/06/07 and 22/06/07 (Thursday and Friday)

Short-getaway with the parents-Batam.

the suite

nasi padang lunch with daddy(Boboy was sick.so i got a lunch date with only daddy ;))

mummy and Boboy's lunch in the room

@ TimeZone

dinner-KFC

sate padang man preparing our satays

lunch at Solaria Restaurant(did i get the name right?)

frm the popular donut cafe

23/06/07 (Saturday)

Kak Idah's wedding ceremony and Aniq Irfan's cukur rambut

me and Aniq Irfan

me and Rendy Fahrizi(is that how its spelled?heh.)

pretty and yummy cupcakes

me and Farhan Amran ;)

alright.i'm finally home with some peace and quiet today.test tomorrow morning.so better go read up.the ,eet-up session with the girlfriends Nita and Syida yesterday will be posted in the next post alright when i've received the pics.i am still tired with the walk tho.heh. ;)

i want to go shopping. =)

Beary Hugzzz @ |2:23 PM|

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

to my dearest cousin and hubby.semoga mahligai yang dibina berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat. =)

i'm really tired.pictures will be up in the next post alright.

and to think that i could mistaken my love for my cousin's new-love.they look so the same lah ok esp from behind.heheh.sorry ah love. ;)

the short getaway tomorrow seems really appealing.now,if only someone will help me pack.

enjoy yourself in Bintan,love.we'll be so close to each other. =)

take care ppl.

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:33 PM|

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

firstly.i want to wish daddy,and all daddyS,a belated Fathers' Day.to my daddy.i love you alot alot.the steamboat and watch from all of us should make do for this year.thanks for trying to get me that short getaway and asked for more leaves altho you keep sayin you cant take another day off.i love you daddy.

secondly.Happy 49th Anni,love..i hope the black checkered bedsheet i got you will make do for this year.i love you,too. =)

well.lets recap.

Saturday.JB with mummy,aunt and the cuzs.took mummy's stuffs as well as got the stuffs for cuz's wedding.i'm glad she really loves the pinky things i chose for her.and,after so long,i wore specs out.heh.

Sunday.the cuzs and family came over.at night,my future-cuz-bro-in-law's(heh!) family came over.sort of a short meeting.and,my lil Aniq slept over at my place for the first time.and,i've been hearing too much of these happenings.but shldnt give them too much thoughts.

Monday.Syida and Nita asked if i wanna go find job with them.but i already got an appointment.not that its really important.but the fact that love wasnt feeling too well and the fact that i hasnt seen him for some time make it kind of hard to cancel our meeting.TTSH for his appointment.and then to town.had Sakura for late lunch.and KFC for dinner.we walked around the whole place just to get him the right bed linen.at the end of the day,my feet were hurting,and my head's spinning.i was really tired not being able to sleep at night and taking care for Aniq.but of course it's worth it.heh. =)

today.stayed home to get cuz's bunga telur done.she asked to go over her place but i wasnt in the best of mood to go out.anyway i'll be going there tomoro.and i'm not sure to accept her invitation of being her bridesmaid.hmm.

my bestest cuz goin to get married tomoro.no more childish craziness cuz.heh. ;)

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:34 PM|

Friday, June 15, 2007

HAPPY 65th BIRTHDAY dearest nenek!!i love you alot alot.you never know how much you mean to me.kisses and huggs. =)

alright.someone has left for his camp.so im left by myself here.and no.i am not complaining.i've been left by myself the whole week.hmmft.its kind fun actually. ;)

to someone:

if you do get here(since you're trying to find means and ways to hack into my life),its even better.come on and read for yourself whats really going on in my life.see de pics i post,if any.it'll save you from all trouble trying to find out abt me.you'll get only the truths here.

and yes love.she's just a girl.i won't take it to heart.i know i know.you told me umpteen times you love only me(hahah!).and ohh ya.i think if you were Tigger,you'll love only Pooh.heh.

ok.i better get out of here before someone burns with anger.no no.jealousy.and please do get one thing right.if there's hurt involved,it'll be on me.noone else alright.

oh one more thing.go on and ask your friends and family to come read my blog also ok.cos they wont be able to view my friendster no matter how many times they,and you,view my profile a day.i think it time they shut their trap and know exactly whats going on.

if any of you guys know exactly what i'm talking about.keep it to yourself.and don't worry.i'll be just fine. =)

finally?hahah.

Beary Hugzzz @ |11:14 PM|

Thursday, June 14, 2007

i hasnt been out these few days.but its alright.save money also.haha.anyway.got my Aniq at certain days.so its not that boring.he made my day.

while someone's busy with his stuffs.and he spent the whole of today at Vivo doing RC duty while hes only supposed to be on duty for half day.hmmft!

im supposed to head down to Dhoby Ghaut this evening.my lecturer asked me for a favour,that is to talk about my previous event which i was in-charge of to his students during Event Planning class this evening.this morning,i told him we couldnt make it.and he asked for the same favour from the Blackberries next week.i have yet to ask the rest.but i dont think i'll be free anyway.

anyway.the internet is really a good source where people "finds-out" of other people.i mean,where ppl will noe certain thgs abt others.i saw his photos with his ex,i supposed.who used to be a friend of mine too.and one pic really caught my attention.heck.i dont give a damn.but so much for loving me.hah.guys.they may be jerks at times.ooops. ;)

and.some ppl are just..i dont really know what to say.they want someone,and they dont care what happens or what others will think or feel.i've never want to do anythg against my conscience cos what goes around comes around.i believe in that.but some women,well,girls out there are just purposely trying to hurt others just so they get what they want.
sorry.i am not that childish for this nonsense.go on and do what you want alright.i am more matured than to fight with you.over,this.

this is so fun.hah.

and whats more fun?

i lost 3kg in one week.doing..absolutely nothing.woohoo. =)

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:45 PM|

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

it seems like i have a lot of plans left undone.urghh.

i didnt get the parents anything for their wedding anniversary.neither do i get for partner her birthday gift.and the fact that i remembered it seconds before midnight was a total bliss.i wouldnt want to miss wishing her,cos thats the least that i could do.i have yet to go Style Bridal and collect the CD containing our pics.i have yet to go Aussino and get for love his bedsheets.and Janice.i was supposed to meet up with her and slack.but it totally slipped off my mind and its just isnt the right time now.sorry dear.and and and,i have yet to go Batam and JB for shopping and Sentosa for a short getaway.

and to make it worse,no holidays this June.daddy doesnt want Krabi and i decided not to go Tioman if the aunts and uncles arent going.now,thats a mistake.cos i need a holiday.arghh.daddy said we'll go KL.but i dont think that anytime soon what with the floods.love's going on holiday end of next week.to Bintan.love,will you bring me there again really soon?haizz.

mummy was asking if i wanna watch Shrek3 in the cinemas.im too lazy to go out.thats the whole prob.and suddenly,im reminded of the moanings that left me and love staring at each other while we watched POC.it went on for very long and at a point of time,it was so loud me and love just looked at each other and shrugged.gosh.i so had the temptation to turn behind and "shh!",but i decided not to.let them laa.

a friend talked abt guys.and.she said that if the guy's hands and feet are big,that explains the size of their ___.

go figure.heh.

Army Daze,Night at the Museum and King Kong has been filling my time.thanks love.and thanks HBO.

Beary Hugzzz @ |3:28 PM|

Sunday, June 10, 2007

i didnt have a good day today.but this lil boy makes it better,even though its only for a few hours.

thank you my lil prince Aniq.

let me just recap on whats been happening these few days.

Friday.accompanied someone for mock-test.passed.congrats dear.then i met mummy at Kranji and went JB.alot of food.yummy~

met specs at our usual optical shop with sis.we spent more than an hour there.sis had her eyes re-checked while i checked out the specs.sis asked if i wanted to buy all the specs in the shop.hah.i was relieved after i finally said "ok.i want this one."heh. =)

Saturday.a day planned for steamboat and bbq with the family.love joined us as well.and finally,i made my cupcakes.sis said i was a disaster in the kitchen.hmmft!i am happy enough with the fact that they said its nice,esp love.heh.but i couldnt even finish a whole cupcake.hmmph.and the steamboat and bbq went well.so much food.so yummy.so full.and thanks ehh sis and love for being so disgusting. ;)

i made a new friendster account.but i'm not too sure if i want to go on with it.gatal.i know.and.love's friendster has been hot.i think i've made enemies.i feel like i'm a bf snatcher when i'm the victim.haiz.sometimes you just cant get close to someone.they'll think you're theirs and get everything messed up.and i'm roped in when i did..nothing.i've never fought with anyone over guys and i never intend to.anything la girlss.still can add me on friendster just to have a peek into my life.but oops.its a private profile.and i've yet to make a decision on whether to accept,reject or block.i'm evil.i know. ;)

i'm now a wanted person.many people are on a look-out for me to get to know whats happening in my life(tho its so boring).be grateful if you're reading this.cos not everyone gets to.

and i just found out Imran Ajmain(is that hows his name spelled?).oh well.whatever la.is my distant cousin.woohoo.Hady and Imran.why not Taufik Batisah?

will tonight be another "peaceful" night?

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:54 PM|

Thursday, June 07, 2007

these few days it has been about a guy who means so much in my life.to babysit him,even when my left arm was nearly out-of-working-order,is such a joy.

our princess Elly and prince Aniq Irfan.

alright.Monday.no class.but accompanied someone for mock-test.sat in the students restroom(not toilet ok),and read Car Buyers.extended time.when finally its over,walked to the train station and met love at Kranji.

JB.Pirates of the Caribbean.black pepper chicken chop.fish and chips.chicken and duck satays.arcade.window shopping.PS2 games.Starbucks.POC shirt. =)

its been ages since i passed by AES.memories came flooding when i saw that beloved sch of mine.my second home for four years.where i grew up,learn and of course,love.sch logo changed.better,i supposed.and love told me that even the uniform has changed.that,i have yet to see.

we tasted Anything and Whatever.i think i'll still go for the usual drinks.

Tuesday.my lil prince came over with the cuzs and aunt.later on in the evening we watched Jangan Pandang Belakang.yes,i finally watch it ok.haha.

Wednesday.my lil prince came again.this time,i had to babysit him while his parents and grandparents had something on.it felt really nice to have him in my arms.feeding him,burping him,putting him to sleep,and yes,helping him pass motions.haha.and after his sch and grp meeting,love thought of giving a surprise by coming over.at night,we went to the shops with the cuzs and our little prince.

today.met love at Jg East and we went Creative to see whats on for the sale.i guess i better shop online.then to IMM to get the steamboat and bbq stuffs for Saturday night.i love being in a supermarket,and being able to get my hands on everything,well,nearly-everything that i want.and like finally,i get my teppanyaki burger frm Mcs.wohoo. =)

JB with mummy tomorrow after accompanying someonef or mock-test.

night people.

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:40 PM|

Sunday, June 03, 2007

i'd wanted to blog last night.but my stomach was killing me.the time of the month always does this to me.

alright.Friday.i had mock-test in the morning.i passed.hope to pass the first time round for the real test.after that had prata.i see more of this coming.heh.then met mummy and sis to get my cupcake ingredients.which,i ended up buying instant mix.i think its the best start for me.

my aunt,cuzs and that lil nephew of mine was already at my place.we watched Puaka Tebing Biru which we just bought at the shop earlier.many CDs to buy but we got that instead.love will lend us Pocong2,so i think theres no need to buy.oh well,PTB is more to a love story.i'm amazed at how ghosts can be very solid.i thought they are supposed to be seen-able but not touch-able?even Matahati shows that ghosts are solid last night.hmm.

that aside,i had a good time with Aniq.i love the way he just look at me when i was feeding him his milk.heh.i babbled baby stuffs to love after he left and he just thinks im really obsessed with wanting a baby of my own,which i know,and he assured me,well,told me right off that i have to wait,and it wont be coming anytime soon.i know ok.heh.

and i got to know she's pregnant.i hope she listens to them and keeps the baby.

i really want to be there for you.despite the fact that you so much want to see me break and know how hurt i will be yet you don't give a damn,cause all you know is that you get what you want.i'd been wanting to see you since a long time,to see just how you look,whether there's any trace of regret that i could see from your face.or perhaps,if i would raise my hand and land it on your cheek if the feeling's too much.but now,i've put that aside.i want to see you,and,and,give you a hug telling you i've forgive you,and that i am there for you.

because.you are just a woman like me.

Beary Hugzzz @ |1:34 PM|

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