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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

no progress on assignments.a week it has been left untouched.i just checked if the thumbdrive is stil in my drawer.it is.heh.

i felt like cryin wen Mustafic Fahrudin scored de penalty goal for Singapore's second goal.crazy me.hmmph.emo tk tentu pasal.

i wanted to be der.but since im not.den...ok.love promised to bring me next time.ok den.insyaallah.

i remembered smethg wen i was watchin de match.de time i took a cab to VJC frm MI just to support someone.i remembered how proud we all wer cos he made MI won and cause our sch to go on to the next level.how he pleaded me to watch him play.and sayin,melting my heart,how important i was just comin down and bein der.my presence will be everythg.well.so.being me.i went.to support.to be there so if MI lose de blame wont be on me.heh.it was scorching hot la ok.and wen i reached.i went to sit smewer so obvious to the players eyes.to show him that,-hello!im here!-.heh.and ended up bein de only female in de bus filled wif soccer guys,which brings us back to sch.

the past will always be the past.

and love.who say im not interested in this kind of thing?and who say ive never been to a match before?

yes la.ive nvr been to a match where you played.and i regret not being there when you got kicked on the face till you went unconscious,wif blood on ur face and not rmb-ing wat happened before that.i rmb-ed panickin like my husband's been rolled down by a car la ok at dat pt of tyme.only to make me feel on top of de world by rmb-ing only me den.heh.i would hav kicked de guy's 'lil fren den.make sure he sprawled on the green grass,hands on the crutch area,wif blood flowing and trust me,he wont even want to continue living.dat @#$&%! !!!

evil me.but im happy.yippee. =)

anyway.congratulations singapore.and.i kinda like that fazrul guy.fazrul nawaz.smethg like that.

hehs.

if only the match will be on that week of march.i promise i'll come down to support you guyS.and have Bangkok as my holiday destination.too bad its this sunday.hmmft.

ok.and i hav to stop munching away.ive been munching bags of famous amos cookies i feel,great.not at all guilty la ehh.

my honours degree application form and booklet has currently been sent right to my place and is currently enjoyin de comfort of my bed.and wats more.its a new bedsheet frm Aussino.heh.i just had to change it after stainin it early this mornin.wel.a woman's problem.hehs.and new bedsheet used=can buy more bedsheets.whoohoo!

no degree now.daddy wanted me to work first.he holds de money.he made de final decision.so hmm.

for now.mummy suggested i either work at NTUC childcare or as a technical operator at HP.shes been gg fr dis NTUC course.and yes.my mummy is no longer workin la ehh after 27 yrs of werkin at dat place.since im born.i nvr hav a housewife mummy.but i don rmb seeing much of her still.and she may just start workin agn.nvm.it doesnt really matter.

ok.too much in my mind ryte now.bye.

Beary Hugzzz @ |11:16 PM|

Monday, January 29, 2007

i am very happy to be bidding goodbye to last week.

its a brand new week.i really do hope it gets better.

i need over 30 thousand singapore dollars to get my honours degree.i could jolly well borrow from mummy.but i feel really bad havin to use her money.or my parents that is.perhaps.its needed fr sme emergency thingy later.haizz.

and i dread de fact dat i hav to part wif a few hundreds or thousand of my salary to pay back later on.urgh!!

and wen mummy told dady earlier.he sighed and pretended to faint on me.hmmft!

and wer shld i go for my holiday?too many times to KL.to Langkawi.not much in Penang.bombings in Bangkok.Phuket?but i feel lyk goin Bangkok.hehs.and better still.daddy brought up New Zealand.but.he and mummy only wanna go just de two of them.hmmft.nvm.

i noe just de person i could whine to.love!!!i wanna go NZ too.and squeeze de fresh milk out of de cows.heheh.but then again.i guess i'll be slightly disgusted to do it.hahah.

right now.i have to finish my assignments first.

shiqin.stop procrastinating please!!

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:59 PM|

Saturday, January 27, 2007

i give de party held in de multi purpose hall a miss today.i was not in the mood.so not in the mood.

HAPPY 1st BURFDAE AQILAH baby. =)

went JB wif mummy yesterday.sis didnt cme along cos she has class in de afternn.last minute changes.

didnt really get much at JB since it was already late.and der was no Barney thingy fr de burfdae baby.so before we left.we headed to Secret Recipe and hav lunch cum dinner.

mummy had dis curry seafood laksa.

i had dis grilled black pepper chicken.

my chocolate wif whipped cream drink and mummy's orange juice.-in kiddo size.
and we bot four different types of cakes home.and by de time we reached home.one of de cakes was disgustingly messed after the harsh treatment by,perhaps me.

went Causeway Point after that.mummy wanted to go Aussino.ended up what we lookin for not there.so we ended up gettin only a box of nougat.yes.de hard ones.since Australia's too far to buy it,we bought in Singapore.heh.den mummy asked if i wanna go Paragon.alrite then.

love called to join us in town after sch.so we waited for him der and went to Paragon.

to Aussino in paragon.the comforter we want was der.but no pretty pretty ones in queen size.so we went over to Metro.and got two silk bedsheets with comforter.i fell in love with it myself.mummy asked to take one set for myself.but i guess it costs a lil over budget for my own comfort.so i give it a miss.perhaps next time.wen love is not der to look at me and cause all de guilt to run wild.and we got the burfdae baby a Barney's laptop.and wen i was takin out de pricetag earlier.i realized it was for 18 mths and above.and shes only turning 12 mths.heh.nvm.she'll be smarter den wont she?

and thanks love for fightin over wantin to carry those huge bulky bags with mummy(and of cos,ended up winning),even tho your thighs were bandaged and you seriously looked like as if you needed help walkin yourself.heh.altho you rejected mummy's offer of a Secret Recipe cake,i hope the send-you-home treat was sufficient enough.

and mummy.my POOH is just so famous and popular lah ok.and even if you are already jelak of seein POOH's face till you even call some other orange bears POOH.i think you've got to admit theres nothin you could do about it.and may i say you will be seein MORE of POOH's face esp in de hse.heh.and dont worry mummy.your lil girl will TRY her hardest not to hav a stomach like POOH no matter how much she loves that sweetheart.hehh. =)

anyway.i watched a lil of de Asian football earlier.Sg vs Malaysia.i left de screen after ive finished two pieces of bread with sardines and melted cheese.my heart was achin.nvm.Malaysia was leadin wen i went to catch up on de latest update earlier.den i heard daddy screamin "gol!!".and no.my daddy is never a football/soccer fanatic.hehh.and i heard him sayin "tie".so i guess Sg scored one.ok.good.

such patrioticism im feelin.haizz.

well.if Sg really wins.good then.atleast my love who's havin fun in that national stadium watchin de match could feel proud wen he left the place.or should i say,squeeze and squash himself to get away from that place?hmmft.

alright then.

shattered.tell me i could trust again.

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:25 PM|

Thursday, January 25, 2007

i hav to cancel two great plans today.

one.to NYP to watch my love perform.

and that includes just comin over to de open hse.and gettin de goody-bag.which sis says is so boring fr dis yr.

two.to go to de ice-skating rink and watch de mates skate.

why?

because i hav to be de nanny for de day.

mummy and nenek went to Changi Airport and fetch my grandaunt who's back frm Hajj.and dat leaves me at home.and i guess i'll mke a lil sacrifice.so der i was.bathin him..gettin him ready fr sch..and de trips to de kindergarten.

super nanny?yes.to dis plump lil boy named Danish Raziq.my four-odd-years cuzzie. :)

but then.i was kinda glad that stayin home(minus de PAP trips),means i could save money.wel.i thot i wouldnt be spendin money.but i was wrong.i spent money by makin online transactions wif my VISA.hmmft.

love.its time for a top-up.hehs.

anyway.went out wif sis to Clem yesterday.had chicken rice wif rojak.yummy.and to think before leavin de hse i had one whole Ramly beef burger.did i spell correctly?i onli noe how to eat la.hehe.and kropok lekor.bot by mummy.and cheese fries bot by nenek fr my breakfast.well.nenek got me a whole zinger set,de zinger,cheesefries and ice milo.but i cldnt stuff de zinger anymore so i had it wen i reached hme after de chicken rice and rojak.shh.don remind me im gettin fatter.

and we bot jigsaw puzzles.500-pieces lah ok.glad we didnt buy de 1000-pieces.i would hav gone more bonkers,if not.ive stopped doin it.but sis is near-completin it.heh.

you should noe which jigsaw puzzle belongs to me. =)

JB trip wif mummy and sis tmr.i feel like eatin Secret Recipe again.heh.

Beary Hugzzz @ |11:10 PM|

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

i turned all sides and found noone.

noone to hear my woes.agreein wif me.tellin me its alright.its ok.

noone.

i feel evil-lish.

right now.all i wan to do is shut myself out from de world.

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:51 PM|

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

finally had my beef prosperity meal.thanks sis.tak sia-sia i go get ready to accompany her to de pasar malam.ended up not buyin anythg frm de pasar malam but Mcs.heh.

perhaps tomoro goin out wif her agn.bin some time we go out together.she keeps askin me out but im too lazy to go.hmmph.de last time was a few daes before my event on de 7th dec.goin out wif her means gettin more treats.whee. =)

anyway.in life.we tend to gain.and lose.life is full of ups and downs.happiness and sadness.i cried myself to sleep two nights ago.but wen i woke up everythg was fine.like what they say..life is like a wheel.sometimes you're up.and sometimes you're down.i believe that after every bad thing.de good will come.

right?

six hundred bucks for two months handphone bill.all cos of de stoopid overseas usage.my heart is achin too love.it may be my fault.but not entirely right?i see myself sacrificing alot this month.no expensive restaurants.NO shoppin.and no alot-alot-of msges frm love.hmmft.oh my!i felt how upset my love was on not bein able to get me a gift as he had planned.my heart is achin too.now you make me wonder wat surprise gift i'll get if de hp bill doesnt cme up dat high.

handphone bill sucks.doesnt it?

Beary Hugzzz @ |11:13 PM|

Sunday, January 21, 2007

i am much better.alhamdulilah.it feels good not to be sick.of cos.and to hav de appetite once again.to hav yummy-licious food.whee. =)

had fun yesterday.to Sentosa wif mai,yan and of cos,love.since de two of them were late,love and i went to test-out de monorail express first.since we hav free passes.heh.love was,as usual,excited.wel de monorail was ok.only that i think ders too few stations.only four.and one will onli be opened in 2010.hmm.we sempat walk arnd a newly-opened area and had waffle with ice-cream at Anderson.of cos,my all-time favourite belgian choc.but it doesnt seems that perfect yest.perhaps due to de uneasiness of my tummy.but we finished it anyway.

we den went out back to Harbourfront to meet mai and yan,before they had lunch,or was it dinner at Seah Im food centre.love packed kway tiaw mama for us and went off to Sentoas.it was aready late by den.we reached Tg Beach at nearly 7.and no more swimmin.love was upset.kesian my love.heh.sunset cldnt be seen.de sky was dark.we sat arnd.and it started to downpour soon enuff.but well.it was nice.i had a great time bein carried arnd.and enjoyin de romantic night wif love and a container of spaghetti in his hand.hehs.

and we met our adik angkat,Suriati.and she's already engaged la ok.love!wen is our turn??heheh.

it was aready gg to 11 wen we left sentosa.left sent me off til clem before i hurried him to catch de last bus home.if not.$15 hav to be spared for cab fare.hehs.

and oh.a HAPPY belated 44 mths love.treat it as a celebration yest. =)

and Fri.finally went to sch.heh.goodbye to Ivory who's leavin fr her hometown due to some student pass probs.but she'll be comin back soon.thanks fr de dessert you made for us.de mango was superb.so fresh and yummy.sorry i cldnt join you guys fr ice-skatin cos i aready had another plan as promised.met Mai rite aft sch in KFC.had lunch.de guys went fr prayers.love saw us and cme sibuk fr a while.i went NYP agn.did my proj while de rest hav class.was so lucky love ended so super early.and.and.i saw Vipin while sittin wif mai.oh my gosh.i wanted to say hi.but was afraid i gt de wrong person.its been yrs since we last met.he looks more matured,good as always.heh.i saw him lookin at me wen i stood up.but obviously he doesnt recognise me cos he's nvr seen me wif tudung before.den wen love cme.i asked him if i gt de rite person.and yes i did.but hes gone.regret la ok.hes a fren.a good fren back in those secondary sch days.nostalgia.wel.nvm.sat arnd in NYP til abt 6.30 before goin to SSDC wif love and mai.mai accompanied me all de way til love finished his prac.thanks dear. :)

and thanks to all those who made these two days go on well.and thanks love for your continuous,non-stopping love and pampering.i'm rottenly spoiled.

well.here are de pics frm last week's trip to SC.im too lazy to edit.just take it as it is. :)

and love.hope you hav fun rewang-ing at ur fren's weddin.and pls.learn sme things abt wedding can..?heh.

Beary Hugzzz @ |5:17 PM|

Thursday, January 18, 2007

its been four days of confinement.no.not after-labour confinement.but seriously it feels like it.i dono how it feels like to have labour pains.and no.i donwan to imagine it for now.but for a few days.i felt like i was down wif labour pains.de excruciating pain in de stomach.de overwhelming nausea.and de giddiness dat makes my whole world seems to be in spiral.

four days of torture.tortured by my own self.

at one point of time.i felt like i could just leave my soul behind and come back for it wen thgs are better.well.wen i feel better.i could imagine myself in de ambulance and in A&E.love was on de other line screamin at me to go hospital on de ambulance.but i wld rather faint on my bed before i'll let dis body of mine be chucked in de back of de ambulance.de sirens wakin up everyone along de way in de darkness of de midnight.and yes.let me faint first before they start poking me wif needles of all sizes and don care a hoot whether i'm just a normal human being who hav feelings.of pain.

i made my stand clear.i donwan to go to de doc.much more a hospital.altho i really feel im in need of a super boost.i forced myself to sleep.but i failed miserably.

i felt much better after my stomach's been really cleaned.i was elated too.at de thought of losing some weight.heh.

i dont remember feelin much worse.seriously.

i hav personal nurses by me.sis.and of cos.my other half.and.nenek who's always der.who massaged my whole body with oilment.and cleanin up after i've made a mess.

thank you loves.

and a special thank you to you love for takin de trouble to come all de way here and checkin out on me right after sch or drivin pracs.leavin only wen de clock's goin to struck midnight.for puttin me to bed.pattin me to sleep.makin sure everythg's comfy for me to hav a good night rest.and regretfully whispering in my ear dat you've got to go off already.but no thank you to all de forcing of goin hosp and swallowin meds.heh.

not even a tablet of panadol.or a drop of med.ive proven myself anti-med havent i dear?

Gastroenteritis(GE).i bid you goodbye.and hope we will never meet each other again.

Beary Hugzzz @ |2:58 PM|

Sunday, January 14, 2007

de weather is super cold ryte now.i could feel de coldness going deep in my hands and body.and my brain is havin a minor brain-freeze.

my love is stil in slumberland.i dono how he cld sleep till dis time.hmm.but maybe i shld go and join him after dis.so nice kan?sleepin in dis cold weather.heh.

anyway.went Science centre yesterday.to claim our free tickets which i won from a contest.many thgs are stil de sme as wen i went wif de fam last year.love.i dono how many ages hes not been der.or if hes been der before for dat matter.he was as excited as a small child,yet behavin very maturely.i wander arnd toyin wif all de thgs der.not knowin wat dey are nor understandin wats de knowledge behind it.

soon.i was,restless.i strayed away frm love as he was standin infrnt of smethgs wich interest him and not me.he always hav to end up goin around searchin for me.and wen he caught sight of me.he'll tell me not to go arnd wanderin by myeslf.and to wait for him.at other times.he'll call me again and again wen i walked away frm him.heh.

and i treated him to a morphis movie ride at de end of our learnin trip.i ended up not liking it.but im glad love does.thats all dat matters.wel.i prefer de ones ive been takin before.nausea eats me up as i was thrown around in dat machine.and i felt so sick as i cme out of it.heh.macam2 je.wanted to watch omni-movie.but no time since wanna meet mummy.next tyme can.

walked to Jg East entertainment.wanna eat ZingDo.but den decided not.walked to IMM.wanna eat at Bagus! but it was on full-house.ended up eatin at Secret Recipe.we shldnt be eatin der.cos we only hav once a month to eat at such places.we aready had Seoul Garden on de first.but well.love said it was fine.and dont worry.i'll stil hav my restaurant food nxt mth.hehe.
thanks love.but i cant explain de feelin.we spent hundreds on food alone per month.hmmft.and sis cme hme describin to me her whole experience eatin at Sakura's international buffet.see.now i wanna go der too.

trained to Westmall.been so long never go der.waited fr mummy and we're talkin abt sme stupid stuffs wen mummy appeared at my side.purposely cleared her throat.seriously.i didnt notice her.and i wonder how long shes been der listenin to our stupid convo.but love said not long.he saw her but don wanna say anythg.no wonder mummy keep sayin all dat she said.smethg abt not 'action tak nampak'.heh.

to Aussino.shopping for bedsheets again.love 'scolded' me wen i got for myself another set.he said i havent even used my POOH's set and de one i bot at Aussino last week and aready bot a new one.well.mummy asked me to take two sets for myself but i only take one tau.heh.and finally i make de membership card.

and we hurried to get love's bro a burfdae gift til de shops are closin on us.but ended up i tell him we'll get it next week.its too rushing.

i'll post de pics on Science centre soon enuff wen i gt de pics frm love ok.i don see myself meetin him til weekends.hmmft.

i cried watchin EXTREME MAKEOVER:HOME EDITION.i think daddy did too.i saw his hand kept runnin thru his face as i was lyin beside him.heh.cos de owners keep cryin too.it was super cool la ok wat dey did to de home.before and after.and if its done to my own home.prepare to see me cryin non-stop.

well.a HAPPY 16th BURFDAE to you FARHAD.all de best for your O's this year.and all de best for your life.

Beary Hugzzz @ |3:59 PM|

Thursday, January 11, 2007

initial plan was to go straight home yesterday.was already out of sch before goin in agn to wait for Mai who just called.agreed to meet her and go SSDC together to wait for de guys.ive no plan anyway.and i havent seen love de whole week.chatted wif Mai while Yan and Zul had their prac.love came after his meetin and went for prac at 4.40.ibu called abt de bag love got her at Langkawi rite aft Mai left wif Yan and we chatted til de line was disconnected due to unknown reasons.anyway.my hp batt was dyin.did sme of my Eco assignment on de lappy till it died on me cos of low batt.irritating la ehh.tengah semangat ni nak buat assignment.heh.and got to know dis girl sittin beside me.she said shes waitin fr her fren.but i guess its her bf.nvm.

i wan to take driving license too la love.such impatience!hehs.

Zul alighted at Yishun and I decided to go IMM.reached IMM.and only den i don feel lyk window-shoppin anymore.i was irritated de pants i want no longer is available in my size.nvm.to Jurong East Entertainment for KFC before we went back.love only left past 11 after daddy's weekly class at home ended and de coast is sort-of cleared.about time.we're both so so tired.chet.like its me like that who's takin practical lessons.heh.

i was bad la ok.i keep chasing him out cos he has to be in SSDC by 8+ for practical dis mornin.

dear partner umeeta msged dis mornin.im glad shes fine.de pain of losing a loved one will always linger arnd.but nothing cld bring them back.

a relationship kept cos of a mistake.not based on pure love.how far will it go?
mengapa menyinta
andainya tak setia
tak usahlah bercinta
jika hanya berpura
bila hati dah jemu
mula berpaling tadah
tak pernah difikirkan orang yang ditinggalkan
tersiksa..sayu..pilu

pls dont hurt her like you hurt de other.shes just a normal human being.

Beary Hugzzz @ |7:16 PM|

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

pics from yesterday's trip to Vivo.

wats de meanin of copyin de style of my nick?and wat exactly does he mean by callin me bimbotic?guys are such a dumb-dumb at times.haizz.

and no love.im not talkin abt you.now will you hurry up and call me?im feelin super tired.

night peeps.

Beary Hugzzz @ |11:20 PM|

Monday, January 08, 2007

monday blues lingers arnd dis mornin.i felt,uneasy.smethg doesnt seem right.of cos.i slept on another wrong note.much more worse den de last one.i thought i was right.and yes i was.but i felt terribly wrong.i was given no chance at all to explain.i was left to feel dat it was wrong to care.to be worried.and to love.

journey to sch seems so long.nowadays im too lazy to walk to Lakeside.so i take two buses to sch.de journey may tke near two hours plus waitin time at times.but yes.sanggup.i don really like trains anyway.i observed de world.while jiwa-ing listenin to all dos jiwang songs on de mp3.hehs.suddenly i felt a lil out of de norms.i traced back de date.and realized a week ago was new year.de first of jan.public holiday.no sch.and de day i went shopping wif love and get overly-pampered.it hit me den.no wonder de monday blues lingers.

i met syukri,my pri sc,cum my bro's fren,while waitin fr de bus.i always see him.but today we had sme time to catch up a lil more.he reminded me of de past.our old friends.nostalgia.i am no longer dat innocent kid i used to be.

in sch.learnt a lil more.i felt like im takin psychology suddenly.watever.shared Willy Wonka chocs wif frens and lecturer.as usual.its super.

plan to go straight hme aft sch.was forced to go Vivocity wif de gurlfrens.so fine.go.sekejap je ehh nita?ended up til 10pm!!but it was nice la.as usual.de gurlfrens.cam-whores.picnic at de top.chattin wif de mat sallehs.macam2 jelah.but ida didnt join us.went out wif her bf.hmm.left Vivo arnd..i don even noe wat time.parted ways.me and nita together.den she realized she left her necklace in La Senza's dressin room.dat blur darling of mine.haiz.so she asked if im free to go IMM.she wanted to get a new one.i called darling gwen who's workin at Vivo and asked to go La Senza and check fr me if de necklace was der.and its stil der la ok.bt we stil ended up gg IMM.hehs.

shoppin agn der.i wanted to buy stuffs frm FOX.and Esprit xpecially.tried on so many pants but no size.it always happen to me ryte?hmmft.and i stil wanna get dat Giordano pants.i regretted not buyin it wen dey hav de sales dat day.nvm.nvm.

my feet are killing me.pics wil be up tmr alryte.

nytes.

Beary Hugzzz @ |11:59 PM|

Sunday, January 07, 2007

after losing everythg dat has been saved in my comp.i cld finally reach dis page agn.super-super irritating.

luckily,i was smart enuff to save my data in other places as well.but stil.dat means i hav to transfer everythg agn to my comp wen i need it.and yes.i cld see myself gettin all pissed off agn wen i lose everythg in like a few weeks time.love told me my comp's goin to crash.thanks ehh.

anyway.went Vivocity yesterday wif de parents.and super-fat bro of mine.who else?it was,unplanned.it was abt 3 in de afternn wen mummy cme into my room as i was right here on de comp and asked if i wanna go Vivo.daddy said jo jalan2.so wel.just go la.

went Harbourfront centre first.to BIG.survey washing machines.near 1000 bucks on a machine for washing la ehh.dat cld pay for half of my driving license daddy!!and a very nice holiday!!hmmft.den had New York Pizza before walkin to Vivo.

a part of de ship

went to see de Swedish ship.Gotheburg or smethg lyk dat.mummy asked if i wanna go in.ten bucks per adult.since mummy and daddy doesnt wan to.i donwan to either la.mummy asked me to go in wif Boboy.i donwan.he will go goo-goo-gaa-gaa.but wil he really knows how to appreciate everythg?and if i wanna ask abt anythg in der.who will answer me?hehs.so we ended up standin very very close to it.cld see inside a lil.daddy explained dis and dat.and off we went inside.

Candy Empire.Willy Wonka compartment was FULL la ok.they just stock it up.FULL.seriously.and i think abt de girlfriends.later cn share wif dem on Mon.they love de choc as much as i do.ryte grrls?i feel like grabbin it all.mummy asked to tke de big bar.took one.and she asked to take two.and more if i wan to.so yeah.den Boboy took maltesers.walkin arnd i saw PODS.lots of it.was thinkin wich one to buy.ended up takin de PODS Mars.went out only i started eatin la ehh.hehe.but left a few pieces i guess.mummy said i cld buy smemor later.but too bad we didnt pass by der agn.nvm.i'm in need of losing weight anyway. ;)

daddy wanted to get sme thgs so he cld get de lucky draw thingy.so i cld buy wat i want.i wanted to get another Crocs.but daddy was..hmmft.nvm.i cldnt find anythg i wan.atlast we went inside Toys R Us.usually,i'll hav alot to buy in der.suddenly.i have nthg.i saw de big POOH.but it was kinda hard.so i didnt wan it.daddy keep askin me if i hav anythg to buy in der.i keep sayin no.daddy,that place isnt for me ok.mayb smetimes wen de lil girl in me kicks in.but last night.it wasnt der.ended up Boboy bought a controlled car.and that was already 10pm.and most shops are closed or closing.

and that means.besides de chocs.i dint get anythg else la ok!

and den.only then.i remembered Nichii.and i wanna get smethg frm der.hmmft.

and we bump into relatives in Harbourfront Cntre and Vivo.lucky i was wif de fam.if not also not as if i'll tegur la.im bad,can?heh.

to Seah Im cos daddy wanna eat dono wat noodles la.and i wanna eat kway tiao kuah frm de indian stall and my fav sugarcane juice.but everythg also don hav.so had Bandung and went hme.sheesh.

love went Pasir Ris for his fren's chalet.wich i donwan to cme along.his fren talked to me wen i called love and asked me to cme down.and it was abt 7 den.love said he die-die wan me to cme cos we do noe each other.i don see myself so important der.and excuse me.it was aready 7 and im out wif my fam.hehs.sorry Yogi.next time perhaps?

and my baby gurl is down wif HFMD.yes.my Elly-gurl.our daughter as love puts it.he loves her.and has always wanted one of her on our own.insyaallah.later love.be patient.hope you get well soon sweetie.

ecotourism assignment.stil in progress.stil in progress.for how long da?heheh.

and Mai.thanks for accompanyin me in NYP on Fri while waitin fr de abangs.you skipped class bcos of me.sorry fr all de trouble. =)

sleepin on de wrong note.

Beary Hugzzz @ |12:50 PM|

Friday, January 05, 2007

i've wanted to blog.but my comp at home is goin crazy.drivin me crazy as well.currently in sch btw.bt gg very soon wen my hp rings.

so bear wif it if ders no updates fr sme tyme yah.

and no grrls.i havent been doin any more shoppin in dis few daes.enough la ehh wif de shoppin done on new year.love's bank account currently hav too much space and in need of MORE frens.heh.

but i saw de Metro bedlinen sales goin on.and ders Disney bedstuffs la ok.frm 100+ to 30+.guess im gg der pretty soon.no.not to shop fr my POOH beddings agn la ok.to get fr my neighbour who's movin hse.heh.

gonna go NYP after dis.and fetch de bbq and campin stuffs at Yishun.and hope wen i get back both my comp and net are ok.get well pls sweetie pie.hmmft.

to all of you.take care.

Beary Hugzzz @ |1:35 PM|

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! a day late.
may 2007 be a better year for all of us.insyallah.

and to all muslims.SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA.and i hope you guys eat as much as i did.~yummy~

and a super late MERRY CHRISTMAS!

im sorry.but de taiwan earthquake has made my internet go really bonkers.heh.

de year starts well for me.perhaps too well.for de past 3 or 4 yrs.i never wan to feel de chrismas mood.together wif de new year.dat period of time was de worst period of de year.bt 2006 was different.everythg picks up in a more positive manner.thgs go slightly smoother.much better.

i could never ask for more.but im very sure thgs cld be better too.

went mega shopping yesterday wif love.we cld finally celebrate de first day of new year together.went town.i noe it was too much for a real shopping.i told him ders great great sales.but i just wanted to look arnd and grab one or two thgs.ended up.we shopped til de budget went way past.we shopped till love cld hardly carry de shoppin bags and his pants keep wantin to fell off on de streets.and i cldnt help him much cos wen i carry de bags wil touch de floor and its super-tiring to lift my hands up a bit wif de weight of de bags.and we shopped till we took a cab home tho i wanted so much not to waste de money.cut it short.we shopped like c-r-a-z-y.

love wanted us to catch a movie.but im not in de mood fr it.cos im pretty sure it'll be packed.Tangs.i wanted de paper bag so much.so i tried to influence love to get smethg frm der.and he did.heh.Giordano.40% off til today.buy.Seoul Garden.lunch cum dinner der.60 bucks fr a couple.New Year price at Ngee Ann i guess.hmmft.Flash & Splash.buy.Aussino.buy.Aussino agn.buy.OG.buy.and yes.im in love wif Aussino la ok.and im in love wif nice shoppin bags as well.hehs.

de food.de cook for de day.and please do note dat dis was de FIRST ROUND out of countless rounds.my hands wer too greasy due to de finger-lickin food aft dis dat i don hav de time to tke mor pics! =)

got my ripples.got my winnie de POOH quilt set.got my butterfly 3 piece towel setgot my fuschia pink bedsheet.ok ok. im not gg to mention de rest.but i got smethg fr bro's bed too.a blue bedskirt.see.i dont only shop fr myself ok.

de pearl.(on POOH's forehead.heh)

and we got a pink pearl dat was extracted right frm an oyster.and it was done right infrnt of our eyes.interesting la ehh.im not sure if de offer is stil available.check it out wen you guys go shoppin at OG ok.and spend a certain amt to get it.ok.im always kiasu.singaporean wat. =)

and wen i went home.i remembered ders smethg else we forgot to get.my huge winnie de POOH bear.urghh!i remembered hw eager love pulled my hand to search for it.but wen smethg else caught our attention.we totally forget it.nvm.next time ok love?hehs.

love went over-budget by triple de initial budget he had put aside fr us to spent yesterday.now dat is abt half of his monthly money gone.i felt bad la ok.so wen he left my place arnd midnight.i said sorry.it was my fault la of cos.he cldnt bear to let me not have wat i wanted.so tho budget was already over.he stil got me de three-digit POOH set.but lucky got sale.heh.he gav me a lil kiss.and said dat de money spent is nothing compared to my happiness.ok.go on.envy. =)

love.thank you for everythg.and thank you fr de Adidas bag you got me during your holiday.i love you.but no.not because of you getting me all those things ok.you noe wat i mean.

another year.or three?and five fr de finale.insyallah.i don think i need to mention further.

to all of you.here's some of de pics dat i owe fr quite sme tyme.

RAYA 2006 PHOTOS(1st day)