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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

my stomach's hurtin.'it' has yet to come.over-shot of 9 days.perhaps ive been stressed enuff to cause my hormones to get into tangles and everythg goes at a snail's rate inside of me.slower perhaps.

but my mind's been thinkin alot.alot.but i'll be fine.im goin to believe i'll be.very very fine wen i come out of dis all.

i wanted rest fr perhaps an hour before i start wif my planning agn.bt i cant.i ended up doin ALOT of calculations wen i cld hav gotten an hour's rest.perhaps.a sufficient rest to keep me goin.and i counted tickets and observe it one by one to mke sure they're fine.and i realize ders so many tix!gosh.nvm.we'll mke it grrls.

and i called mary and syida up to discuss de decor wif dem.i gav ideas onli to be afraid i cant get it done as planned.heh.

now i wanna go check out sme stuffs fr my event.im sure gonna miss dis crazy-busy lyfe aft de completion of my event.will i?

i hate how my head goes boppin as i fell aslp in de bus.tel me nobody saw it. :/

and oh.HAPPY 10th BURFDAE to love's sis,ELLA.thot of bringin her out to eat and perhaps watch movie bt i don hav de tyme currently.it'll be difficult to fit in tyme wif my current schedule.anyway.it'll be hectic werk to plan and stuffs.de last tyme we brot her to Pizza Hut and onli den i found out she doesnt eat pizza at all.great.so wil giv her an Adidas watch.hope she likes it cos i do.heh.will pass abang ur burfdae gift alryte sweetie wen i see him on..i dono wen... :>

tc peeps... =)

Beary Hugzzz @ |9:08 PM|

Monday, November 27, 2006

someone save me...

my event is half-killin me...

if we stil fail..we'll pass out together ok grrls...

havin discussion wif de guy nw on my event and thinkin of ways to better it..and wel..mor lyk arguin wif him cos i so badly tink de movie-screenin is a good thg..heh..and i quarrelled wif him abt de ticket timin..bt he gav in to me in de end..i don give a damn if hes cursin and swearin me..its MY event..oops..OUR event..sorry grrls..bt as de head i tink i hav to fight fr us and be de one condemned...

tmt i stil hav to wake up early morn and be at de polyclinic to accompany grandad fr his appointment BEFORE 8..great..and den out to find a good place fr de printin of tix..and den to visit love's frens at SGH fr havin their head and face cut by de parang..and out to window-shop fr de best-dressed gifts...

hold on shiqin..i noe you can do it...

im super-tired...

and love..sorry..ive been talkin to omar much more than ive been talkin to you..heh...

im losin my laid-back lyfe...

tell me i'll be fine...

tell me my event will go as smoothly as i wan it to be...

wish me luck...

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:18 PM|

Saturday, November 25, 2006

ive typed so much and its all gone...urgh...

just to sum everythg up..Bintan trip was nice..fun fun fun...

im glad everythg goes on smoothly..and i was touched the ppl der cld stil rmb me and my name..heh...

if only we wer not listenin to de music while de buggy-ride..my hp wldnt hav flung out while Nita was makin dat turn..and im too saddened wif de fact dat my love's 1 GB memory card was gone... :(

im sorry love..wen my event is over and so is all de payment needed to be settled..i'll get you a 2GB one alryte..insyallah..it wont bring back de fotos..bt i really hope it cld make up fr de lost one..im really sorry...

Beary Hugzzz @ |4:22 PM|

Friday, November 17, 2006

i need a getaway yet again.

to hear de sounds of de waves right in my ears as my mind came out of a nice sleep.(and at most times.i will think its pourin outside cos it sounds lyk it!)

i miss watchin de beauty of de beach.to be in such a peaceful and serene surroundin.

i need dat so.

i shld be in NYP TFA ryte nw watchin de production.de musical.watever it is.if only..if only...

mummy asked if wanna go JB tmr.cos i wanna watch movie.bt i cldnt be bothered to be stuck in a jam.wats more its sch hol.

and perhaps.ive other plans comin.bt sudd de mood's gone.

and love just told me he got a performance tmr and wan me to cme down.i don feel like it.

i wanna be in Sentosa like a wk ago.or perhaps in Bintan agn?

i noe i'll get it.cos i'll be der agn nxt week.heh.

and Love,Happy 42 mths anni.much loves.

Beary Hugzzz @ |8:03 PM|

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

i have one of de best holiday ever.but of cos.de time's too short.if only we cld hav more time.if only my love's stil havin his break.

for de second time in my life.i went for a holiday wif my frens.but one thing im very sure about is dat it was not as nice as this.but dat tyme.i spent abt 1 wk out of de country wif dem.dats wat dey mean by its nt de quantity dat counts,but the quality.

mayang sari,bintan.rustic chalets.serene.peaceful.beautiful.two days spent der.and it feels near-heavenly.

we had sme probs.i felt so low.down in de dumps.bt we overcome it.at de end of last night,i thank God fr de prob overcomed.i prayed my love would be fine.and everythg else will be just fine.

i shed tears earlier wen my love called me up on his way to sch and wen words of love was exchanged.it was so sincere.they were so sincere.i felt,terribly loved.wanted.cared for.i was so touched.two days together has proved to be terribly insufficient.

i skipped sch today fr some reasons.i wanted to go sch aft missin it on mon.and de fact i needed a lil discussion.bt wel.nvm.im glad i was feelin good enuf der to enjoy myself since de two days before dat i was nt feelin dat well.i had to put on dat "thingy" on my wrists to stop me frm gettin motion sickness.wel.sea-sickness while in de ferry.and now my wrists itch.great.

i fell while in the waters and hurt my knee til now as de big strong wave came crashin me.and my love was not arnd to stop de waves frm crashin me arnd den.helpless.i was so tired tryin to fight de big waves every few seconds.but it was,nice.

and.i spent 200 bucks in two days.2/3 of my raye money gone.hmmft.and my love spent about de sme amt too.dat means we spent so so much 2gether!gosh.and i stil hav 3 daes in bintan wif my classmates nxt wk.money money.come to me.

and de best part was de buggy-drive.de guy let us drive tho we don hav a drivin license.i must thank him.and fr two days we rented de buggy.and love,i will improve on my humps-drive so that we wont be be flyin up and our car wont be spoilt.heh.

ok.i hav sme pics here wif me.i nvr tke fotos usin my hp.lazy.so i transferred a few to mine frm my love's.de rest of de pics wil be uploaded smewer near soon.heh.

in de ferry to Bintan

de buggy

coconut tree

he took dis while im drivin!

i'll miss you buggy

de sofa in our room

mayang sari beach resort

love,i love you.thank you for everythg.we'll go Bintan agn after we explore de other beautiful places in de world alright? =)

Beary Hugzzz @ |8:10 PM|

Monday, November 06, 2006

ive been too stressed up dis few daes.now.tomoro.and daes to come...

handling eco assignment is takin a toll on me..and thanks to de so-not-cooperative comp of mine.i'd wish you've been a good baby..and til now i stil wish you'll be...

to think ive yet to really start on my event planning...

as ironic as it may seems.i remember of completin my eco assignment but i couldnt really remember dat i hav to go to sch until love reminded me not to be late cos we're gg to sch 2gether wen he cme over earlier.or i mean,last night.i guess im gettin too used to bein late fr sch dis few daes.heh.

i've failed to complete my assignment as expected.but i did try to do as much as i could.perhaps,i could do better if i put aside all the not-needed thgs dat i hav done.and perhaps,i would hav done much better without de disturbances ive gotten due to hari raya.

i wish by my next entry.i could breathe a sigh of relief havin completed my eco assignment.

and wen my assignment is 100% complete.ive one person to thank to.my love.

exactly one more week to my massage.i could hardly wait to open my eyes and know im right above the waters.

it feels so nice to be loved and pampered as dis.i'm a lil girl,once again. =)

and now.all i need is a good sleep bt i noe dats near impossible....

Beary Hugzzz @ |12:35 PM|

Thursday, November 02, 2006

its onli been hrs before i sent my love off fr work at de door.and i feel,missing.smetymes,too much love stil aint enough.of cos.ders de quarrels.disagreements.feelin of hurts and anger towards each other.bt in de end.we noe everythgs ok.and yes,they're.

i was so tired frm yest i fell aslp fr 3 hrs aft my love left.and its was,nice.heh.

yest was,bad.as i could put it.and ders nthg i cld do.i dono hw sme ppl cn be so irresponsible.how cld smeone sae hes lazy to send over a car after he promised he would.and by den.seven ppl hav travelled all de way just to wait fr him?i feel,cheated.of cos.angst wer buildin up inside.i contained my anger,as best as i could.i so feel lyk givin him a punch on his face and a kick on dat lazy butt of his.bt i noe even if i wer to be given de chance i wouldnt.heh.to tink i left my hse at 11 and by de end of de dae,ive went nowhere to check out fr places.it was,frustratin.and my head was spinnin so bad all i wanted to do was lie in my comfy bed.

of cos i was late to go ibu's hse wif my love.and fr sme tyme,he was agitated.i was too far late den promised.and.my hp died on me.dat batt.hmmft.so he cldnt reach thru me.and anyway,we've promised ibu to be der arnd 5.by de end of de dae,ive so many missed calls,messages and voice mails.and ibu contacted love a few tymes cos she cldnt reach me.heh.sorry.we reached her place past 7.i bot de fam Mcs and spent more den 25 bucks.she didnt go out as planned.and im glad i dint cancel de plan to go over her place as de kids wer eagerly waitin fr us and ibu has cooked sme yummy food specially fr us.and we stayed til 9+ before takin a cab hme.urgh.18 bucks gone.and my love stil havent fin playin wif de kids.heh.

ok.i'll start on my eco proj real soon.someone tell me i could get it all done in time please. =)

Beary Hugzzz @ |4:25 PM|

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