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Friday, March 31, 2006

im missin yest so much..bt wel..i miss him even more..and its only lyk hours of nt seein him..haiz...

yest was great..just too beautiful..a day spent wif him..puttin aside de ppl arnd us der..its just us..just us..we had out own tyme..just havin fun..how i wish everyday is lyk yest..fr de i don-even-noe hw many tymes we went to sentosa alone..i just wan it all over and over agn...

wel..dear dy cme over at 9+..dat was aready late cos he woke up and left late..bt wel..i gotta sme stuffs to do fr daddy so by de tyme dy reach..im onli half ready..packed all de stuffs and dy brot along a real big bag..kip teasin him abt him gg fr a hol overseas..haha..bt wen we went malacca dat tyme de bag he brot aong was even smaller..bt wel..dat bag was really handy..dy kept all de food and drinks inside besides his personal stuffs..it was damn heavy bt he dn even let me carry sme thgs..even carried my own bag fr me..tho at tymes i carried it myself cos im nt a bully..haha...

went to Palawan beach straight aft we enter Sentosa..hav breakfast..wel dear granny packed fr dy a packet of nasi lemak..and ate a lil of wateva we brot along..wel..spent soo much at Giant on tues buyin food..haha..den dy set up de tent..and soon we're in de water..so so nice..built 2 sandcastles and we leave one bhind..it was beautiful..too bad i forgot to tke a pic of it..den half-buried dy and he cant move at all xcept fr his hands and head..haha..and we even ate in de water..haha..and yes..we took fotos and it turned out real nice..too bad i cant transfer on de comp..nvm...

at 3+ got out of de water..reluctantly!!went fr shower and took de beach tram to i-don-even noe-wer..cos it was drizzlin by den..den went to tke chairlift..nice ride..haha..b4 takin de chairlift met jan and her "fren"..ahah..dats wat she intro as la..we wer supposed to mit ltr on bt sudd i heard smeone callin my nme and saw her...bin kinda long we nvr met..supposed to mit agn aft dat bt didnt..its kind of hard to travel in de rain..nvm..bt wel..wasted tix and $ cos we stil hav another-way ticket...bt we cant tke since its rainin..ouh wel..just our luck..took bus..walked arnd and bot roti mama..den went back to tke de beach tram and ended up at de place we wer earlier and sat at coffee bean..had pure choc ice-blended and fusilli chicken wich i dn realie lyk..shld hav gotten wat i wanted at first..spicy tuna pasta..hmmft.nvm..den aft eatin just slack arnd der fr a while and off to tke de beach tram agn to underwater wrld..walked arnd and took de bus to musical fountain fr de show..act we nvr plan to go cos we tot we're aready late and its ful since ders so many tourists..bt its stil kinda empty so we just went..aft de show we slacked arnd de ferry terminal eatin ice-crm..no wonder don hav my fav ice-crm..cos its no longer anderson..its just cool treats..haizz...

sat der til abt 9 b4 gg back to harbourfrnt...

reached hme at 10+..thn dear fr sendin me all de way hme..agn!!haha..was feelin so tired and de bus ride wich givs me headache makes me feels worse..feels beter aft washin up and havin de hot drink mummy made..thanks...

and i bcme much darker..its obvious esp wen i wear de off-shoulder top aft showerin..ders two tones on my shoulder..hah...

darlinn..thanks fr de great tyme yesterdae..tho we always spend tyme 2gether..its diff to just chill and hang out at a peaceful place such as de beach..im lookin forward to more and more and more such tymes..maeb..a hol out of de country??haha...

and thanks for pamperin me so so much..i feel so truly terribly pampered and loved..thanks darlinn...

cant wait fr tmr..de fun..and seein my dear darlinn..lets mke it darlings..haha..so NOT lookin forward to de busyness of preparin stuffs and de busy-ness dat always make me pissed...

and my left hand feels lyk its gonna break..realie hurtin since i woke up..worse den wen i got my jab..wonder wat i did yest to hurt my hand..and carryin heavy groceries wif mummy just nw makes it even worse..haizz...

ive yet to clean up my karung-guni room..i feel lyk hiring ppl to do de work fr me..arggh!!

okay okay..gonna watch pesta pesta pesta yet agn...so happenin...

and today's de last episode of shinin stars..another must watch!!

see ya.

;) :) =)

Beary Hugzzz @ |8:46 PM|

Sunday, March 26, 2006

im lyk so so tired.and in pain.urghness.

and seriouslie de way dis laptop is behavin is nt makin me feel better.i used to tink onli my hse comp is behavin badly.bt nw i realize its nt de onli one.geez.

ok.went to de zoo just nw.free tix.mummy,boboy,cik lan,danish,dear dy and me.ohh nt 4gettin daddy.hu actually dn wanna go cos he gotta werk bt called while we're on de way and said he'll mit us at de entrance of de zoo.so ok.fine.free tix fr 8 bt onli 7 went.nvm.

walked and walked and walked.nt forgettin bein "bewildered" by de animals.hah.at dis age?you'll be surprised at how u react wen u see an animal.just lyk.."see" dem.its true.you'll be lyk amazed or just simply awed by dos animals.esp if dey are doin sme acts wich you obviouslie cant do.haha.

wel.tho i just went to de zoo a few mths ago.im stil excited to be der.lyk wat dy said.."to meet my distant relatives".well yea.i always tink dat de monkeys are my distant relatives.hahah.

simply said.i love de animals.sme are just so adorable.cute.amazin.incredible.so smart.hah.lyk as if im describin dono wat.

bt hey.i AM scared of animals tho.hah.sme type of bird was lyk walkin arnd me and i grabbed dy's hand and was just rooted to de ground.how great.scaredy-cat me.

and yes.caught peacocks ABOUT-TO-MATE.hahah.de way one is attractin de other yet was totally ignored.and yes.de amt of ppl watchin de "free-show".wif cams and vid-cams.hah.

so fr dos of you hu haven bin to de zoo.(i bet most of u havent bin der fr ages ryte??)..haha.so feel free to go.visit ur distant relatives.hav fun.ok?

and dear.thanks fr sendin me home just nw.der was not enuff space so we VOLUNTEERED to tke de bus.its better cos we cld go walk-walk den.went LOT1 and found so many thgs to buy.lyk..bags and shoes.and im so sure im gonna get one of de bags.hmmft.and de choc drink we had durin de walk back frm Lakeside is nice.hee.and so is VODA.

im serioslie tired.slept real late dis few daes.and dis week's gonna be real busy.as it seems.

ohh.aft daddy's meetin at hme yest.had fun gatherin.lookin forward to another dis sat.

and just today.i hav a lump on my left foot.how great.cant even walk in peace.my foot cant step de ground.great.

tired.pained.

out.

Beary Hugzzz @ |9:36 PM|

Friday, March 24, 2006

de feelins dat rushed in wen i received de news last nyte..feelins dat shldnt hav come..feelins dat shldnt be felt..urghness!it shdnt hav affect me..bt im totally disappointed..in dem..and mysef of cos..angry..and wateva nots..bt wel..i guess i noe de reason bhind dis decision..wateva..i believe everythg happens fr a reason..and im gonna blieve dat smethg real good wil happen bhind dis failure...

fr goodness sake..de news shldnt affect me..cos it not goin to change anythg in my lyfe..hah...

thanks to everyone hus der for me.esp u dear.

and wel..another dae i did grocery shoppin wif dear dy..wel yest..cme over my place and ive not even shower yet..and not yet fin ironin my clothes..haha..worse was dat he came so much ltr den he said hes goin to..yet im not ready..bt wel..while i got ready..he has a nice tyme chattin wif my fam and wateva he was doin outside..and yea..we ate de spaghetti made by sis b4 gg out..atleast it helps saves $$ cos im stil full till i return back home... :)

wel..we went Jg poly to get fr grandaddy's his insulin syringe..den went Giant at IMM and did grocery shoppin..haha..i simply love bein in a huge supermarket wer ders lyk practically everythg..wel..dats me..bt wat matters most is de company..hahah...
so wel..bot mostly food to eat..some kitchen stuffs dear granny asked to get..and cakes fr my aunt hu broke her arm while in dubai..bt i dint go visit her tho..passed de cake to mummy and granny hus visitin her..and yes..dear dy was surveyin wat we shld bring fr nxt wk Sentosa trip..bt ended up decidin goin Cold Storage and get it..wateva la dear..anythg is fine wif me...

come straight home cos mummy and granny's aready waitin fr mi to come back wif de stuffs..and dat includes de curry puffs mummy called and asked to get..and she "nagged" at me sayin i onli noe how to eat bt dn even noe hw much it costs..seriouslie i dont realie bother..haha...

dy stayed over fr sme tyme and we went to fetch boboy frm sch b4 dy went back..cos mummy and daddy's not hme..so me..bein de good sis i always am..went to fetch la..hahah..act thanks to dy cos hes de one hu went to tke boboy while i just waited under de blk der..and hes de one hu carried boboy's "typical-heavy-pri sch bag"..thanks alot dear... =)

and ouh..went fr a haircut 2 nights ago..bt wel..its nt a haircut bt hair-thinnin instead..my hair is lyk so thin nw yet de length's de sme..dats wat everyone arnd said la..haiz..wel i dint go to de usual place cos i wanna try dis place..and its mor exp la here..went wif sis bt she ended up nt cuttin cos she dint bring her student pass..haiz..shld hav cut at my usual place..bt yeah..dis place is haircut inclusive of wash and blow tho u nvr said u wan dem..hah..bt wel..nt commentin much cos de hair stylist hu did my hair was kinda nice..tho he dont realie noe hw to speak english..now all i cld du is wait fr my hair to thicken back..haha...

supposed to folo mummy to JB 2dae..bt my passport hav bin taken fr my trip wich is lyk in 3+ wks..so wel..im stuck in singapore..haha...

wel..lookin forward to so many thgs comin my way...

take care everyone...

Beary Hugzzz @ |12:43 PM|

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

its 1.02 am in de morn.now.

im finally usin my dear comp agn.it feels diff usin a lappy and a 'normal-typical-desktop-comp'.hah.

had a bad tummy ache just nw.thanks to de "girly" thingy.grateful im feelin much better nw.hah.

and thanks to dear dy fr slpin on me.yet agn.he was de one to call.and hes de one to fall aslp on me.its ok.i noe hes real tired aft hrs of joggin.always mke me feel so guilty fr nt exercisin.AT ALL.geez.

made a date wif darlin partner.miss her loads.

im gettin irritated wif sme1.tinkin hes so great.smart and handsome.last tyme i used to tink hes smart.bt nw i noe im better.hah.and i prove myself to be.no use blamin other stuffs wen ure nt dat good to start wif.and no.ur looks is just ordinary.nthg great.proud of bein wat ure?get a lyfe.a real one.dont play arnd lyk nw.im sure you'll regret it one dae.im glad i am nt taken in by u at a point of tyme.im ever so glad of dat.and boi.i aint gonna tel u stuffs dat ure dyin to noe.cos i love him.and i respect him.

bein emo in de early morn.wel.im just plain irritated and disgusted by his acts.ouh wel.4get it.

take care.

darlinn.i miss eeu.

Beary Hugzzz @ |1:19 AM|

Sunday, March 19, 2006

whee..tiredness aside..im feelin real great..due to yest's trip..it was a short one..bt nonetheless..it was great..wif my fam..big fam dat is wich includes my cuzzies,aunt and uncle..and of cos..my dear dear dy..i got to spend a real great tyme wif him... =)

wel..we went breakfast..at a place i nvr went b4 la..haha..got ice milo..dint eat anythg der bt packed burgers and paus..and off we went to Gunung Ledang..yes i did soaked myself in de cold cold water..had a real nice tyme der..puttin aside de "stoopid" woman hu was sittin on a rock bhind me and readin her book!!and twice..she scolded my cuzzies..cos dey wer splashin water..fr goodness sake..we wer at a waterfall!!wat de..i was damn pissed my cuzzies cld not say anythg and just looked at me..and dy was lyk tryin to calm me down..i keep scoldin and sayin thgs wich i shldnt bt damn i was so pissed..hw cld she scold my cuzzies fr splashin water wen its a place fr u to swim and 'play' wif water..i cldnt tke it anymor wen she kips starin arnd us..i said sme werds wich i dn tink she hears and went up..was so so pissed and showin my anger to lyk everyone..bt soon aft went back down and dn bother abt her..nt goin to let a typical "stoopid" woman lyk her gg to spoil my dae...

frm Gunung Ledang we went to a bee's farm..learnt sme stuffs der..bt wel..i had too much of honey wen i was younger and i nvr lyk de taste..so dint even try..bt yes i did taste de dragonfruit wif honey drink..and its kinda nice..hee..and frm der we went Malacca..Mahkota Parade fr shoppin..bt wel..its lyk..quick-shoppin..was rushin..got less den and hour to shop..and 15 mins to de tyme i dint even get anythg yet..bt atlast i got a bag..and dy gt himself a watch and a pair of pants..jeans?dono la..anyway he paid fr my bag..mor exp den i tot la..and my cuzzies gt fr deir bfs stuffs and nthg fr demselves..great!and yes..i wana go back der to get de shirt and jeans!!ohh..thanks honey fr ur treat...

we den went to Umbai fr dinner..agn i was pissed der..bt wel..wateva la..dn wana elab..oh yah..we had seafood..and we shopped arnd de area aft dat..wanna get dis bag bt didnt..and i was carryin dear Elly all thruout der cos she was afraid of de cats roamin arnd..fr sme tyme i cldnt even lift up my hands aft dat..hah...

we wer den supposed to go to de pasar malam bt it was too late by den..so we went straight back to Singapore..bt de trip was kinda long la..slept most of de tyme since it was dark..real dark and cold..dy said it was romantic..wateva la eh darlin..ohh..thanks fr de sweater dear..muacks... =)

and yesh..dy's warmin up more and more wif my fam..and amazingly..dy and Elly are gettin real close..its amazin cos Elly's nt easy to warm up wif ppl..wel dey kept playin 2gether..and dy wanted a daughter of his own..pls dear..dn stress me..hah...

reached singapore arnd 12+..and dy went back at arnd 1 wif my aunt and uncle..hah...

wateva it is..i thoroughly enjoy myself..tho it was such a short trip..it was great..lookin forward to more trips wif you hunny... ;)

and yes..i finally get to treat daddy on Fri..hee... :)

and dear..sorry i was nt der fr ur performance at Boat Quay just nw..hee woke up late and nt feelin too good..mor lyk lazy daa..hahah..hope it went great tho... :)

to my dearies hu went along fr de trip..we had a great tyme yah..wel i do..luv ya all..muacks..and dy..ur hols here..wats next?? ;)

Beary Hugzzz @ |10:10 PM|

Thursday, March 16, 2006

i tot of nt bloggin 2dae..bt wel..im doin it nw..while watchin 4 Dimensi..hah...

anyway..aft 6 yrs of nt gettin an injection..i got it todae..de last tyme i got a jab was de BCG in pri 6..and nw i got to tke another one fr travellin out of country..wif dear granny..i was sme kind of nervous bt de nurse was realie nice and it helps alot..shes such a sweetie..haha..and yes..aft gettin de jab i wanted another one..bt guess hw much it was??$46.90 fr a jab..i was lyk..wat??wel de feelin was nice..to be injected..haha..weird me...
wel..den met mummy and boboy..and went Clementi..bot myself stuffs..wich incl a pair of shoes..its okla..at a reallie good price...

by de tyme i reached hme my hand was numb..lyk so so numb..its gettin beter nw tho..hopefuli..haha...

and yest...went Science Centre wif my fam and cuzs..got free entry fr 10 ppl..so brot my cuzzies along..and we watched de 'movie' at Omni-theater..gt disc bt stil exp..hah..and dis tyme de movie was boring..unlyk de others i watched..anyway..its abt GREECE..sme parts are interestin..and you can just be amazed by sme stuffs shown..yet..its boring at sme point..esp if u are so not ineterested in history and geog..haha...
and i du hav a great tyme at home wen my relatives cme over..and makin kuih wif mummy and bibik..hah...

and daddy...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

love u lots

*and i owe you a treat daddy..lets mke it tmr alryte...

i so so cant wait fr dis sat..gg on a trip to sme parts of Malaysia..wats best..dear dydy wil be joinin us..ohh ya..congrats to you anyway dear fr passin all de subjs fr ur exam..huggs...

Beary Hugzzz @ |11:04 PM|

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

another great dae..tho i get to spend tyme wif dear dy fr onli abt 3 hrs...

wel..im thankful tho...

we had lunch at Plaza Singapura's PH...

shopped arnd..tinkin of gettin daddy's his bday prezzie bt wel..i dint...

instead i got myself a skirt..haha..bin kind of eyein it since thurs..wel..mor of lyk since dy showed it to me..haha...

wel im glad i got dat skirt..one moment i commented its kinda exp bt soon i cant believe i got it at dat price...wel..ders 20% storewide sale and another 10% discount for members..so overall i got 30% discount..and yes..im glad for dat..hah...

den rushed to de de MRT stn since im supposed to mit sis at YCK at 6..and it was aready lyk 5 mins to 6 by de tyme i reached de MRT stn at Dhoby Ghaut..and she called me at de ryte tyme askin wer i am and since im nt yet near YCK she decided to go fr her lecture wich ends at 7..so yea..we walked back to Plaza Sing and walked arnd..got my biscuits at Carrefour..hah..nice..bt its kinda exp..hah...

den trained down to YCK..dy waited wif mi fr sis and den he walked to sch..wel..got trainin fr de cultural xchange thingy dis sun..and hes late fr trainin bt im mor important..haha..wateva i noe..anyway..if you guys are unaware..my sis and dy are frm de sme sch in de sme course..onli dat my sis is in yr 2...

den met my cuzs ami and shahi at wdlands..wel dey're comin over and slpin at my place..went Causeway Pt..walked arnd to find daddy's prezzie..and i was real tired..atlast got nthg fr daddy and we decided to just treat him eat..and sis bot herself smekind of track pants instead..how great..both of us got smethg fr ourselves instead wen we wer out to get fr my daddy's his burfdae prezzie..haha..sorry daddy dear..bt wat matters is de thoughts ryte?atleast we do rmb u and make an effort to find u smethg..haha...

its so hard to get fr my daddy a burfdae prezzie..everythg seems lyk he aready hav or don need..haiz haiz haiz...

took 187 hme since i dn feel lyk takin train..felt real numb aft gettin down since its so cold..and i was shocked to see dis malay guy sittin bhind me..he looks so lyk him..oh gosh..i tot i met him..lyk..finally!bt no..it not him..just smeone hu looks lyk him..sudd it sets me tinkin abt him..bt dnwan to go too far abt it..im sure de faults stil's mine...

ok..tot of makin dis a short entry bt im just so long-winded..u guys shld hav known me by nw..anyway..tmr's gonna be sme kind of busy day..and its gonna start early..better go get sme rest..takin my injection tmr..great!! =)

Beary Hugzzz @ |11:55 PM|

Saturday, March 11, 2006

i noe nw hw to change de language aready frm chi to english..haha..thx to my cuz anyway...

today was ok..blaja was smewat interestin...

and im off to see de most grand place on earth on de 13th april...

whee..if onli all my loved ones cld be der as well...

bt its real exp..so nvm...

i'll work hard so i can afford payin fr my loved ones to go der together one day...

insya-allah...

and ouh...

i so so love my parents..thanks fr everythg...

and yes daddy..im gonna 'fren' u agn..hehe...

and hunny...

i do love u too...

and everyone else too...

wel im just in de mood to share my love..hah.

muacks.huggs.

Beary Hugzzz @ |9:14 PM|

Friday, March 10, 2006

guess wat?im bloggin usin blogger's chinese version..wel..its all in chinese xcept fr wat im typin..a few daes since its bin lyk dis..wonder wats wrong..izit cos of de lappy or wat?haiz..nvm..lucky im so used to bloggin dat i noe wat to press tho i dono hw to read chi..hah...

anyway..dis dew daes hav bin ok..yah..bt wel..yest was smehow beter den just ok..haha..was smewat great..wel got to spend sme tyme wif dear dy..aft lyk a wk of nt meetin him..so yah..met him at Novena..supposed to go PH bt i 4got to bring along de coupon..and yes..typical mi rather went another tyme just to get a FREE garlic bread..hah..tho dy kept sayin we can afford to buy one..bt typical me stil wan de FREE one..haha..so dy suggested gg Swensens..wich i dnwan cos i dnwan to spend so much of his $$ on food..i suggested gg Changi airport tho..its bin long since ive bin der..so dy said ok..bt must eat Swensens..wich i dnwan..so atlast dy suggested gg Bugis..ok den..and we ended eatin at de Banquet at Raffles Hospital..and yes..spent quite a number on food..thanx dear fr makin my bulgin tummy even worse... ;)

den we walked arnd and got a card fr de seniors in dy's ward..de farewell cum thanks card..its nice yet cheap..and yes i'll be happy happy if i get one of dos card..its big..and pretty pretty..hehe..*hintin*..den we went off to Jg East..de Popular and got sme stuffs..got my nice nice papers..and ders a pasar malam..big one..at Jg East der..got fr dy's granny her hp cover..and i hope she'll be fine wif it..and was pesterin dy since i met him to get fr me de milkshake frm Mc..stil hasnt try it..oh wel..he got it fr mi and i ended up nt realie likin it..stil prefer de one frm Breeks..hee..den went to find PS2 game bt ended up nt buyin cos it costs mor den i xpect..so exp!haizz..frget it..let my dear bro buy it fr me... =)

and today went out wif mummy..to tke my foto wich has bin postponed so many tymes..damn..dear granny and my grand-aunt took de sme fotos fr $10 at another place..and guess hw much my one cost?$27..was shocked..lyk wat de..de onli xtra thg i got is a CD..containin?de pics of my face..and i look real fat..lyk wat mummy commented..wel..chubby la..hah..my cheeks wer lyk..i dnwan to comment..haiz...*rolls eyes*..had lunch..was it lunch?or dinner?anythg la..hah..and i fin de food cos mummy cant du it herself..wanted to get de shoes dat i lyk dat dae..bt its no longer der..great..just wen i wanted to get it..and ended up buyin mummy's thgs instead..gt smethg fr myself..one small thingy wich is cutey-cute..hee..and yes..my choc...yumms... :)

and ohh..was lookin at daddy's burfdae prezzie..wonder if shld get him dat..shld we??

and tmr..goin to sultan mosque fr class agn..kip remindin myself nt to be late... ;)

ok..im goin to do other stuffs wich i dono wat..haha..ders lyk so many thgs to do bt i dono wat i shld do..wel..im sorry fr daddy..im sure de bill's gonna be much higher dis mth..wif de air-con on almost all de tyme..de tvs..and wonder hw much my hp bill's gonna be..sorry daddy..bt dats all i cn say..i cant help you in anyway..hee..i love u tho... =)

btw..thanks to all dos hus der fr me wen im havin sme kind of trouble..i'll find a way dont werrie ya..to my fam and dear dy esp..thanks so much..tho u guys cant help much..im contented as long as i noe u guys r der..love u all..huggs...

to my dears..take care...

Beary Hugzzz @ |11:15 PM|

Sunday, March 05, 2006

i miss bloggin..dono y..tho its bin onli a few daes..wel..dats de reason im here at..hmm..3.41am in de morn nw..great...

sittin comfortably here bloggin..comfortable?okla..de lappy on my bed while im sittin cross-legged on de floor..even had leg cramps..and a strain on my hand..bt hu realie cares..de air-con blowin on me..my dear pillow on my lap..ohh..my comp's spoil la..so usin my cuz's lappiy..hah.and yes..im screamin..practically..at my sis..hus babblin abt her day..recitin wat she wanted to write in her multiply..i cant be bothered..i'll better get on..its aready gg to 4...

4/3/06(Sat)
wel..woke up 2dae to find myself findin a msg frm dear dy..bt der was none..so i started typin him a msg since he said he gotta be at rc hse at 11..it was aeady 10+ at dat tyme..b i even fin typin..ders a msg..frm him..aready in de car on de way to rc hse..so yea..ok..den i washed up n had breakfast..aft chattin wif my fam..not always dat each of us are home to chat together..den gotta get ready fr de blaja at masjid sultan..too bad ders class 2dae..if nt i guess i'l end up followin daddy to jb..hee..and yea..boboy's down wif fever so mummy stayed homey to tke care of him..so onli me and dear granny went..cldnt get a cab aft so so long of waitin..so i called one..haha..and de cabby driver was frenly..nt too over-frenly la..ok...

reached later den we supposed to..obviouslie la aft de wait fr de cab..and ya..its onli an hour of studyin..dat dae de person said 2 hrs..anyway..wateva la..i was weari black agn..and again de foto shop was closed..great!!i don even feel lyk wearin black der agn..bt yea..looks lyk i got no other choice ryte..on de way we bot murtabak frm zam2..and passed by aladdin..gosh i saw a reallie nice pink kain on display..msged dy askin if its ok fr us to wear pink fr hari raya dis yr..b4 dis ive asked bt he doesnt wan..dis tyme he was kinda ok..bt asked y i changed my mind cos i told him i wanted lime green fr us dis yr..last yr we had yellow..and i told him i saw a nice pink kain frm aladdin..he laughed and said no wonder..and promised we'll go shoppin fr it ltr..lyk..later later..haha..my dear baby..smetymes i tink noone understands me beter den him..yet often im pissed wif him fr nt understandin mi..does dis happen to u guys too?haha...

tho i dint meet dy 2dae..wel..de last tyme was on wed..i dn feel missin..hah..cos we msged lyk..all de tyme..i noe my bill's dis mth gonna put me in sme kind of trouble bt hmm..nvm la..bt as always..dat dear hunny of ine fel aslp since lyk arnd 7 and vr hear frm him til nw..haiz..nvm la..hope u hav a gd rest dear...

and oh..yest..de guy cme over..wif his parents and my waks..wont elab..bt hes nt bad la..i hope!dono wer it'll go frm here..i noe u guys wont understand..bt nvm..if ders a chance..i'll tel u guys abt it..hah...

k..im lyk writin in my hourly diary..everythg oso must write..so long-winded huh..haha..ok den..gonna rest my eyes fr a while..hah..tc dears..sorry if ders many spellin mistakes..cldnt be bothered to check la..hee... :)

Beary Hugzzz @ |4:22 AM|

Thursday, March 02, 2006

if i get to publish dis post..i'll b more den glad...

my net's goin bonkers.so is my CD compartment.and nw i cant save de songs in de cd.so looks lyk i gotta say goodbye to all de songs in my wmp.wich is really hard fr me.so dats de reason i hav nt yet recover my comp.haiz.

and a few mins ago my wmp cant be opened.til nw dat is.great.

addin to dat.de radio in my rm is showin signs of fallin terribly sick.

my mp3.i dono wer de hel it is.too long gone.i dint even made an effort to find it.wonderin wer it is.daddy gonna blow if he find out my mp3's missin.addin to de spoiled charger.

my handphone.my OWN.my PERSONAL hp.ive lost all hopes on gettin it back.none left.was it my fault fr helpin someone?was it my fault fr lendin to sme1 i trust and care fr so much at one point of tyme?

haiz.im tired.my head kinda hurts.went fr de interview just nw.had to speak in 2 languages.wel.its de onli 2 language i noe anyway.hah.4 "big-ppl" starin at me in a tiny lil rm.i cldnt really feel de stress earlier.tinkin of it now,haiz.i don even wan to tink of it.sudd i cld feel de tiredness of takin dis course.perhaps i don even hav tyme to slack fr a min.and yes.de chance seems slim.i dono y.im feelin damn pessimistic abt dis whole thingy.

anyway kakak.thanks fr accompanyin me.

ouh wel.its over.anyway.i went over frm buona vista to novena just nw.met dear dy durin his break at 5.had lunch.sort of lunch.wateva.its my breakfast actually.hah.and dy got me chicken rice wich he lyks so much.its nt bad la.ok.nice.so yea.lyk 40 mins wif him and der i go travellin all de way back alone cos he gotta cont werkin.haiz.borin.bt yea.atleast get to see my dy.and fr ur info.novena is real far frm my hse.hah.yet ders 2 routes i cn tke.thank God one is much faster.

and yest.1/3/06.good start to a new month.breakfast wif my cuz.wel he asked me out fr breakfast.wana treat.wateva.i just go since ders nthg on my schedule in de morn.so he cme over and off we went fr breakfast.den i went JP wif sis.went hme and dy cme over arnd 5.went KFC fr a while b4 slackin at my hse.pity him.havin ulcer at de back of his throat.his voice.hah.nice.sexy.you got to be real near him to hear wat hes talkin.and its bin days.bt today its gettin beter.aft de med i gav.must thank me arh dear.haha.

and on sun.26/2/06.went to nek piah's hse fr kenduri arwah.all i cld say is.dear nabilah is really attached to me and she's simply adorable.and another.uncle fendi's burfdae cake made by auntie sheila was real nice.yum-yum.

aft all dat ive said.der shld be no reason fr u to wonder y im gettin so so fat.and how i gain so much weight and so much fats.hah.u shld noe de answer. ;)

ok.gonna go watch my dimensi ke-4.it doesnt look dat scary bt gonna watch it anyway.take care dears.muahs. =)

Beary Hugzzz @ |9:24 PM|

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