Name : ShiQiN Nick : miraClesept Age : 20 D.O.B : 020988 horoscope : VirgO Zodiac: dragOn Email : ... School: insyaAllah i'll go back to sch when the time is right
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aft so so long..i actually went joggin just nw..wif sis..i promised to go wif her yest bt ended up nt wakin up..lazy actually..since she dint wake mi up i just slept..bt today she woke mi up wif her grumblin dat its aready 6 and stuffs..haizz..i cldnt be bothered and dint wake up til lyk minutes ltr..hah..and it was 6.30 wen i realized it..told her its aready late coz i wana go at 5.30 bt she cldnt be bothered and forced me to get up...
off we went to de neighbourhood park wich is nt dat near to my hse..walked and jogged..den used de facilities der..kiasu ppl..dats us..we created a big hooga-booga der..kecoh-rable as always..i feel sick den..de vomit is lyk gg to rush out of my mouth any moment..so i sat b4 walkin fr another 2 rounds and off to MC DONALD'S..hahaha...
we wer dat kiasu til ders an indian lady hu asked if its our 1st tyme..and she actually showed us dis thingy wich ure supposed to use ur legs strengh to swing ur whole bod..thanks auntie..it was fun!!woohoo...
and de fact dat a grp of mats kinda disturbed us..can get lost wif dem..geez...
and we were stalked on de way to de Mc..by a Bangla guy..wearin a brite blue shirt..he trailed us all de way til Mc..wich is lyk 15-20 minutes of walkin..i freaked out wen i realized hes really stalkin us..coz he kept turnin to look at us..it was DAT obvious..he crossed to de other side onli to cross back to our side soon..and he walked under de blk and den cme so so near to us..dats wen i freaked out..coz de route was veri quiet..and im fully aware of how fast i cn run if he wer to chase aft us..so der i was tinkin of all de possibilities..lyk..hailin a cab if ders one..or scream til my lungs burst..haha..n sis picked up a long stick and walked wif it til Mc...
interestin tyme exercisin..hahah...
Beary Hugzzz @ |10:48 PM|
Sunday, January 29, 2006
GONG XI FA CAI!!
was wonderin if i shld blog..finally decided to go ahead wif it since i havent bin bloggin dis few daes...
lets get on wif de recappin...
23 Jan 06 (Mon) dy's 1st dae of attachment fr de yr..in TTSH..supposed to fetch him at 4 bt ended up meetin him in YCK coz i cldnt reach Novena on tyme..was forced to folo mummy n granny to dis jemputan at CCK..tot dey cld send me off til CCK MRT bt since its nt really on de way dey forced mi to folo dem 1st..sent me til CCK onli aft gg der wich was lyk 3.45..and im supposed to reach TTSH at 4!!so yea..ended up meetin dy at YCK and went off to de PH at Jg East Entertertainment..haizz..always spend soo much eatin at dat kind of places..den went off to my neighbourhood shops b4 dy sent me back..onli dat i dont feel lyk gg back so i walked off and dy actually trailed me til de next bustop b4 i asked him to go back since it was kinda late..and i cont walkin til Jg East park der..hah..walked one round arnd de joggin trail b4 walkin back hme..dy was pissed wif me fr doin dat and he keep callin me to asked me to go hme..sorry..i jus feel lyk doin dat..tho i admit..de place is so not suitable fr girls at a tyme lyk dat...
24 Jan 06 (Tues) some family responsibilities wer shifted to my shoulders..and yes..dearest granny was admitted to de hosp at nyte..Alexandra Hosp..due to stomach pains..brot her to de clinic..don wana talk abt it jus dat de doctor was TERRIBLE!!ive nvr seen such a doc in my whole life...
25 Jan 06 (Wed) spent most of de dae in de hosp visitin dear granny....
26 Jan 06 (Thurs) visited dear granny at de hosp at noon b4 gg TTSH to meet dy at 3..den went off to Orchard to watch MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA at Lido..1st movie watched in 2006..wif dy treatin..wat mor cld i ask for..hah..den dy sent me hme tho i said he dint hav to..wateva..i lyk it wen he does anyway..haha...
27 Jan 06 (Fri) spent de tyme visitin dear granny in hosp..at nyte was chattin wif my cuz wen he sudd wana talk to me on de fone..i dn feel lyk it bt he was lyk so..i dn even noe hw to describe..so yea..i agreed to..he called n we chatted..was kinda irritated wen i shld nt..hah..he was der jokin n tryin to mke me laugh bt smetymes u juz get so irritated wif sme thgs..haiz...
28 Jan 06 (Sat) dear granny was discharged..im relieved..i cant live w/o her..haha..n so everyone gathered at my hse instead of de hosp..had a kinda great tyme tho...
and yes..even today my hse is stil de gatherin place..its fun to get together and laugh til you can feel your jaws achin..ur side hurts..and tears in ur eyes..haha...
and to dydy..u sure are havin a great tyme restin..wakin up at 1+ in de aft everydae..wishin me good morn onli to realize its aft!!hahah..take care dear..love u lots...
Beary Hugzzz @ |9:50 PM|
Saturday, January 21, 2006
i nearly lost it all just nw..words cld nt describe how i feel..wen probs cme frm all areas..diff angles..u juz feel as if its de end..dat u cld no longer tke it and juz feels lyk givin up and endin it all...
i'll nvr give up..i'll nvr lose hope..i'll try my hardest to be strong and continue it all...
*life can get really hard at times..but no matter wat..life has to continue...*
hav bin slpin no earlier den 3+ dis past few daes..bin watchin interestin tv programmes dat ended til early morn..yest dint realie get to watch as usual cos was talkin to dy..accompanied him since he insisted on nt slpin..yet i tried so hard to mke him slp coz i noe hes tired and im nt lettin lethargy brings him down..so finally get to convince him to hav sme rest at abt 3..b4 i watched tv fr a while n den forced myself to slp..woke up at 6..great isnt it..called dy at 9+ and listened to him practicin dikir thru de fone..since i cldnt mke it to watch him perform..hah..kinda interestin..den got ready fr de teachin seminar at MOE..and yes..went der wif aisyah and went straight hme since dy cldnt fetch me..and i was feelin so tired..wif my head seems to be thumpin..n my stomach was growling lyk anythg..serve me ryte fr nt eatin tho my uncle specially bot fr us breakfast...
my bro pissed me big tyme just nw..i cldnt stand it and my hand flew..to both my younger bros..at diff tyme and place..and i ended up fightin wif my younger bro..a kick and a punch ended up on my body..it hurts a lil juz nw bt nw its fine..n my bro cld stil joked and laughed wif mi mins ltr..bt even til nw i havent bin talkin nicely to him..not in de mood..bt yes..4giv & 4get..and to add to it daddy was doin sme stuffs in my rm and he was complainin abt de mess..de dirt and de stuffs found arnd de comp area..he threw de stuffs in de middle and asked me to clean it up..i got up frm de bed and just went out..feelin shitty..den wen i was cleanin aft he left..he cme in agn and talked to me really nicely askin me to clean slowly..den he sat on de swivel chair and watched de tv in my rm..so der i was cleanin ryte infrnt of him..daddy juz cldnt seem to get really angry wif me..mayb dats y i cldnt even tke it wen he start makin a lil noise wif me..hah..i love my daddy lots...
n oh ya..went shoppin wif mummy and nenek on thurs..nice shoppin tho..wish i hav a few more hands to help me carry all de stuffs..gee..and we nearly got into an accident on de way back..wonder wat wil happen to us n de fact dat im seatin at de frnt seat..thank God nthg happened..too tired to elab on it..wanna go watch EYE10 on SCV nw..stil rmb de tyme i watched it wif dy n de rest at de cinema..til den..tc dears...
to dydy..im sure ur performance went really well just nw..huggs fr all de effort u've put in to mke a smehow perfect performance fr everyone... =)
i heart u so
Beary Hugzzz @ |9:16 PM|
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
yest was great..wOnderful..simply awesOme..tho i was kinda tired..truthfully..it seems really lOng since i feel such jOy...
17th jan 2006..our 32 mths anni..my heart's singin wif joy wich ive nt felt fr sme tyme..aft a whole mth of feelin so low..hee..i lOve u lOts honey... =)
HAPPY 32 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO U DEAR...
met dy at de bustop outside his sch at 2..he skipped his lecture..as usual!tot i was late bt yay im nt..hah..ive proven dat im not late all de tyme..act i was tryin kinda hard..since ive decided to change shirt at de veri last min and caused me to leave my hse later den i shld..and de fact dat i made up my mind to walk to de MRT stn..i tot it wld help me lose sme weight u see..hah..bt i tink dat was a wrong move..since i was wearin my new shoe wich ive bot fr sme tyme..n i wore it to match my clothin..hah..vainpot me..i noe..n yes..i got blisters juz walkin frm my hse to Lakeside..wich takes abt 10-15mins..bt i dont regret..really..tho de heat was..nvm...
i dint wait fr dy long tho..juz lyk 5-10 mins b4 i saw his face appearin..he didnt wan to walk to AMK due to de weather bt i wan to..wif my blisters at dat..dono wats wrong wif mi..desperate to lose weight or money..im not dat sure..hah..bt act im not in need of both of dem..dats de best part..aniwae..i insisted on walkin..aft plasterin my blisters off we walk til de bustop near AMK MRT..took de bus and we ended up in Serene Centre Mc..dy was in need of smethg in his stomach..so yea we spent sme tyme in der..n it started rainin..so we walked arnd de place fr a while n it was seriously boring..so we ended sittin outside Mc and waited fr de rain to be a lil lighter..tho i brot an umbrella we decided not to walk just yet..mins ltr den we started walkin to BG..its stil rainin tho..nt dat heavy bt we stil get wet..thanks to my cute lil umbrella..hah...
BG..great tyme..wil be keep deep in my heart..one of our best place fr nearly 3 yrs..spent hours at..i cant rmb de name tho..hah..b4 we decided to walk arnd de whole of BG..its big btw..alot hav changed tho..my feet was hurtin real bad and sweet dydy made me wear his slippers wich is too huge fr me bt im used to it..while he walked barefoot..all de way til we nearly exit frm BG..thanx dear..huggiez...
dy den decided to go Esplanade..we took a bus wich he TINK goes to Esplanade and gundu me juz tagged along..and in de bus he dono wer we wer..so we alighted and yes walked to Esplanade..nt dat far la aniwae..great tyme walkin tho i guess i walked kinda weirdly due to de pain..we ended up in de rooftop..as always..spent sme tyme der b4 walkin to Lau Pa Sat fr dinner..dint even finish de satay..lucky u get to fin de rice dy..haha..n dy asked mi to walked barefoot lyk de eurasian woman hu walked infrnt of us wen we wer walkin to RP MRT..she carried her heels in her hand..its ok dear..i cld stil bear wif de pain..hah...
we wanted to take a cab hme bt nope..we dint..n dy was complainin y de MRT was so packed tho it was aready 10+..de fact dat it was tues nite!it was really packed dat we wer squished near de door..bt even dat seems great..hah..dy told me dat my eyes looked realie dark..lyk kena punched as dy said..great!i dint even realize de black circles arnd my eyes are dat bad!gee..dat really shows how my slp hav bin recently..dy ended up tellin me it was fast dat we reached..1st he complained and den hes puzzled..hugs dear...
it was aready too late fr dy to send me hme..he'll reach hme past midnite den..i donwan him to send me hme niwae..de fact dat he gt sch and practice 2dae..so i took 99 hme myself while dy took 165..guess i even cut de queue bt dy was lyk "dont bother lah"..n de guy bhind me just smiled..mayb hes bitchin abt mi in his heart..haha..and ders dis apek sittin infrnt of mi in de bus hu kept starin at mi and he dint even bother lookin away wen i stared back at him..and i did dat lyk twice or thrice and he stil stared at me..and de apek bside me hu grabbed my hand wen i pressed de bell..wat de..my hand actually flew up bt missed his face tho..heh..good fr him..im seriously disgusted by such men...
even til now my feet hurts..i cldnt even stand on my feet w/o feelin de pain wif each step dis morn..hah..n to tink im gonna du some shoppin tmr..dn worry i'll bear wif it..shoppin sounds great!haha..okla..i tink my entry's long enuf..take care to u all dearies...
oh baby..i LOVE u..thanx fr de great tyme yest..and de fact dat ure willin to even not go fr ur trainin tho ur performance is tmr..n get into sme trouble..im sorry yet thanks dear..haha..i wld lyk to wish u all de best fr ur performance tmr..in advance..hee..love u... (",)
--i'll try not to buy shoes wich r a size smaller agn..gee...--
Beary Hugzzz @ |11:49 PM|
Friday, January 13, 2006
laa..its onli 10+ in de morn now..and im aready bloggin?duh..bored...
slept at 1+ dis morn..and i cld hardly slp at dat..nthg new..bin nearly a mth..my head has bin hurtin big time..urghness..wil thgs go rite de way i wan dem to agn?i hope so..bt u cant xpect to get everythg goin ur way..and challenges are interestin in certain ways..seriously speakin..im anxious to meet another day coz i wana see wat challenges are waitin fr mi..and how im gonna deal wif it..of coz we wana be happy..bt perhaps a lil challenge wil spice thgs up..hah...
dy's stil in sch at 10+ last nite..practicin fr dikir since ders a show 2nite..too bad he cldnt get de tix fr me coz its all gone..haiz..kinda disappointed bt nvm..next tyme den..he was aready hme wen he msged at 11+..den asked me to call him..so wel i did..talked to him fr abt an hour..b4 he fel aslp..hah..im used to it..seriouslie..i kinda like listenin to his breath wen he fel aslp..cute..im crazy..wel so wat?oh btw dear..thanx fr de wonderful time..n oh yah..i've yet to wish his bro hAppY biRtHdaY 2dae...
i was upset wif mummy and daddy last evenin..bt come to tink of it..i dn hav de right to get pissed off at dem lyk dat..haiz..wen all de probs cme at one tyme..u juz dono wer to go..everythg seems so complicated and worst..u don even noe ur feelings and wat to do animor..everythg seems wrong..dono wats right animor..im willin to giv in..if dat wld mke thgs better..even tho i don see its fully my fault...
if u ever realize..de ppl u really love wil be de ones hu cld hurt u real deep...
Farhad:HaPpY 15th biRtHdaY to u..hope ur wishes cme true and all de best in wateva u do..take care yupps... (",)
Beary Hugzzz @ |10:58 AM|
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
its soo cold..especially wen u juz cme out of de toilet..haha..de monsoon season is here..mummy and grandma seems to b greatly affected cos its hard to hang out de clothes to dry..hah...
aniway..SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA to all my Muslim peeps..its ok ryte if i wish a day ltr?hah...
got blisters on both my feet..all bcos of de new shoes..how great..did i walk alot?perhaps..oh wel..went to town wif dy..met him in de train at YCK b4 we went town..we covered quite many places tho we onli hav lil time..coz he gt dikir at 6..and its abt 2 wen we met at YCK..haiz..bt im grateful tho..last seen him was last tues...
sent dy til YCK b4 i took de train back..felt so sleepy..tiredness frm yest as well as all dis while wen i cld hardly hav a gd slp..guess i fel aslp in de MRT..fr mere seconds dat is..haiz..and i walked frm lakeside..and realized its lyk 6.20..so called daddy and asked wer he was..volunteered myself to fetched boboy since i'll be passin pass der aniwae..its a rare opportunity fr mi to fetch boboy w/o mi moanin and groanin..hah..and his bag..ouch!!my shoulder hurts carryin his bag..its bin really long since i last carried a heavy bag to school..haha!daddy must be happy he don hav to fetch boboy..heh..den walked to de POSB to wifdraw money fr atok..hmfms..not complainin..not gonna complain..haha...
i was stil in 2005..i tot boboy was in pri 1 still..realized dat hes aready in pri 2 while waitin fr him earlier..goodness me..how tyme flies..im gettin so old and i bet more challenges are comin my way...
thanx dear fr de dae 2dae..thgs hasnt bin good tho..de world seems so dark..bt wil try my best to pull thru...
hurtin myself while tryin not to hurt her..bt how long cld i last..how far cld i sacrifice my happiness fr de sake of others happiness..its always me hu gotta bear wif de pain..im proud of myself..whee...
*u nvr noe dat bhind de smiles and laughters lie a heart wich is broken into tiny lil pieces...*
Beary Hugzzz @ |11:10 PM|
Friday, January 06, 2006
its de 6th dae of de yr..how fast..it feels lyk jz yest i was lyin bside boboy watchin firewerks..lyk onli a min b4 walkin off..hah...
de last tyme i felt 'excitement' was on x'mas eve on de 24th..went Escape Theme Park wif my aunts,uncles n cuzzins..one of de daes we got realie crazy..n we celeb x'mas on de road on de wae hme..had a great tyme juz lyin at Changi beach..under de dark starry blue sky..wif aeroplanes flyin above us and dey look real big and so so near..mi n my cuzzins sang wateva songs dat passed thru our heads..and nearly all de songs are nt complete coz we memorise onli part of it..lyk..de chorusses?duh..ahah..great tyme tho..and we left at arnd 11.45 wen our eyes are gettin droopy..tired frm all de laughters..i nearly lost my breath laughin at my cuz's screamings..and nearly turned deaf too since she sat bside mi..gosh!!nearly fel aslp while lyin down der(Changi beach)..n perhaps i did?haha..de wind was great..esp since we got a real cool spot..in btw ppl fishin..wel..i juz noe i dn hav de patience to fish!!niwae..thanx to all dos hu contributed to mi goin..was realie forced to go..dnwan to coz my feelins at dat tyme was low..bt i was so so wrong..tho i cldnt totally put aside de low-mood-feelins..i did try my best and gain some excitement frm de tyme out..thanx once agn to u guys ya... :)
my stomach sure hurts..urghness!!guess i'll blog agn soon wen i feel lyk it..gonna du some other stuffs lyk callin my sleepin-prince..haha..n oh ya..let mi post some of de blogthgs wich ive done dono hw long ago..in de meantyme..take care peeps... :)
Your Inner Child Is Sad
You're a very sensitive soul. You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have. Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone. You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.
Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.
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is it too late for mi to wish every1 a HAPPY NEW YEAR??wel..its nvr too late fr anythg ryte..ahah..so wel..HAPPY NEW YEAR!!hope 2006 wil b a beter yr fr every1..atleast..fr us...
alot of happenings in 2005..bein in a totally new environment..wich is MI..new frens..n yes..of coz a bunch of significant ppl hum ive met in dis yr..n nt 4gettin dos ive lost..4ever..my dear late aunt..you'll always be missed and rmbered 4ever..de history of 2005 wil remain a history..good and bad memories..i'll keep dem deep in my heart and mine..or at least my blogs and diary..memories wil always be rmbered...
so well..sch starts 2dae..atleast fr most of dem..im left out..while others are busy preparin fr sch and stuffs..i miss de feelin of "sch's startin" and goin shoppin fr new sch stuffs..looks lyk im nt gg to get my sport shoes fr sch animor..ahah..i kinda miss sch..de hectic lifestyle of bein a student..tho most prolly i'll b a student soon agn..a student cum teacher perhaps?
aft soo long den i met dy todae..wel..fetched him frm sch jz nw..since its de 1st dae..yea hes treated lyk a small kid on his 1st dae of sch--by me!its bin mor den 2 wks since ive last met him..of coz i miss him..bt smetymes we need sme tyme away frm our other half fr de better..lyk real?and so yah..fetched him at his sch gate n we walked to AMK..went Breeks..my treat fr x'mas & newyear..i dont mind tho..hah..n he wanted to play pool bt yes he complained it was too exp der..so we took a bus n we ended up talkin under a block near his hse..b4 i went hme..btw..i got a good EXERCISE 2dae..hopefuli my leg muscles bcme stronger n wil it be too much if i asked fr 0.5 kg of weight loss fr all de walkin?? *smiles*
just fin talkin on de fone wif dy..hes nt feelin wel..so asked him to hav a good rest..go n sleep n hpefuli he'll feel much beter by tmr..pitiful him..keep sneezin de whole tyme..luckily i brot 2 packets of tissues specially fr him..hah..take care hunny... (",)
